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Chapter-25 "Days flew away"

14 May 2016

Chapter-25

Days flew away

Time doesn't wait for anyone , a very common quote, quoted by everyone , now I am sitting in the graduation ceremony , it's been 5 years, in this university and now we will all go away from friends, and this university.. I am feeling low, actually everyone is feeling low .. Everyone around me here came here in this race only, and when finally the day have arrived we are sad, Alhumdullillah we are happy too that we are now graduates, but still that feeling of leaving everyone and starting a life from a new edge makes me feel low..

I will have to leave my besties , Mahira , Tanzeeh and Sana... we all cried a lot, just by the thought of this, but things are not in our hands..

So many things changed in these past years.. And the most important change for me, was myself.. I have become hafizah.. Now I am graduate doctor.. Sana got engaged, and Tanzeeh is married just a weeks before, and Alhumdullilah .. I am happy for my friends.. Mahira will get married to Sheath in few days.. And I will go to California to my paternal aunts house for higher studies..

Zain graduated an year before us, and went to New jersey for highers.. I had to slap my mind , every time it drift to hiss thoughts.. I don't know why I felt bad when he left university.. And I still don't know why I think about him.. I know it's haraam but I am unable to control myself.. Only my Rabb can help me.. And I beg his mercy ...

Now I will be going to my paternal aunts house, she have two daughters, Sabiya and Sufiya, both are younger to me, her husband passed away last year ... My family left me till airport , my friends too wanted to come but , I live in a different city, eight hours drive away.. My aunt will come to pick me from airport in California..

Now another turn of my life begins.. I did istakhara before this, and even I will continue my Islamic studies.... I only want now is Allah' s help and guidance.. New friends, new world , new journey.. May Allah help and guide me.. Aameen

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Assalamualaikum friends..
I am really sorry for late update..
Jazakllahu khair for the read..
Have a blessed day..
Keep smiling.. :)