Lipstick Stain [n.s.] ✔️

Honesty Time

Hey guys. So, I think now is the time I be honest with you about several things.

For the past month or so (I don't keep count) I've been feeling depressed. It's mostly due to me being far away from my family and college in general. I don't particularly like my roommates (1 of them sometimes pretends I don't exist) and I only have 1 friend here.

It sucks.

I've had a few mental breakdowns over the course of my first year and I really don't want that to happen in the next coming years.

Even though my first year is almost over I can't help but feel quite empty. I've lost a lot of interest in things and I can't keep putting up this façade that I'm happy when I'm clearly not.

I've even begun to dislike my fanfics, particularly College Boy. I just want to delete it because that story is complete shit.

I know it's not right for me to drag you into my problems but I just thought I'd let you guys know.

I want to go on a hiatus really bad, only problem is I don't know if I want to come back or not?

Anyways...I'll leave it at that then.

Have a good day. Hope yours is better than mine. xx