This one isn't as good as the last one. And it does not reflect me in any way, I was just getting into the rap persona XD
I'm struggling to stay me
Corrupt by fucking sin
Weakened by temptation with my Marlboros and gin
The hood life is the only life that I've got
With the coke whores tryna get a fix down the block
Or the sounds of another innocent getting shot
Or the sirens 'cause someone's tryna run from the cops
I dream of getting out
Making a life for myself
Having money on the side
In case my mother needs help
She's always been there for me
Tryna keep me safe
I almost hit rock bottom but I have her to thank
So I could never leave her
I'm just a phone call away
But I'm packing up my bags and heading straight to LA
I'm motivated to forget the world I was in
And I promised that I never would go back there again
That I would never feel the damage of the lies and the sin
Drowned in corruption, good thing that my momma taught me to swim
I'm treading water, struggling to get a view of the shore
I only caught a glimpse and now I'm desperate for more
My dreams are keeping me afloat
But they only get me so far
To become who you wanna be you have to know who you are
I was burdened by my hometown's corruption and sin
'Til I learned I have to control the life that I life
YOU ARE READING
A little piece of me
PoetrySome amateur poems and the occasional rant. Titles with *** at the end are my personal favorites