Dark Narry (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 41

Harry~

My fingers wrapped tightly around each other as I listened to Niall serenade to me. I knew it. I knew he sang. In the beginning, I would always hear him sing a couple lyrics or mumble tunes in his sleep. The guitar was a bit of a shock, but I remember seeing it around. I just never knew he could play it or not.

I felt like I was on cloud nine. Standing here, listening to my husband sing to me such a heart felt song.. It was unreal. I loved the veins popping out of his neck when he reached high notes and how his fingers easily played a symphony. When we finished, I didn't take any time to run up and show my appreciation.

"I love you so much," I mumble repeatedly. "So so much. I love you."

"I love you more. Don't ever leave. Stay with me," he whispered, holding me close. "You're the only one I need. Nothing else matters when we're together."

My cheeks heated up under his touch and my knees wobbled. He's the only one that could ever make me feel like this. He's the only one that can make me smile on the deadliest days. He was everything to me.

"Did you like the song?" He asks.

"No," I answer truthfully, looking up at him.

"What?" His face falls and he loosens his grip on me. I pull him back and peck his pink lips with mine. I shake my head and chuckle. "I love it."

Niall grunts and pulls me into another tight hug. "You're not funny, Styles."

"Payback for the whole 'who are you?' bit. So not funny. I nearly had a heart attack right there and then."

He steps back and looks at me with a confused look. "Harry, is it? Nice to meet you." He smirks.

Man, he was good at changing his facial expressions. Too good if you asked me.

I playfully hit his arm and grunt. "Ha ha, you're such a comic. Now kiss me, you bum."

Niall comes close to me to the point his breath tickles my lips. I feel his heavy breathing hover over me and the lump in my throat reappears. I try to swallow it, but Niall's hand wrapped around the back of my neck doesn't let me.

His crystal eyes stare me down, making me feel small, and leans down. "I want you."

"Go ahead. I'm right here." His muscular arms wrap around me as he shakes his head. He looked like he was about to cry. Why?

"You don't understand, Harry. I need you. I can never lose you. I've never had so much love in my life. Not from my mum or my dad or from anyone. I didn't understand why, but I just learned to face it. I thought I couldn't make it. I've never, ever told anyone this; but I use to harm myself. I hated everything about me and who I became. I never hurt anybody, Harry. I never meant to. But you.. You, angel, made me change and look at life in a completely different perspective. When I first saw your marks, it killed me. Who could or want to hurt you? You're the sweetest person I know. I told myself I would never hurt myself again, because I had a choice, Harry. You didn't. And that killed me in and out.

It made me realize how much I've drawn to you that day. When I first saved you, I thought you were just some guy i'd easily let go of. You hated me at first, I know, because everyone does. But you were different. You learned to love me, and you taught me how to love. I never thought I could before, but I did. All because of you. My angel from Heaven."

Now I was the one bawling. He smiled and moved his thumb over to my cheeks, wiping all my tears away. His hands were dripping because, to say the least, there was a lot. I can't believe he said that. I didn't expect any of it. My heart was in complete bliss right now. It's flying and I swear I felt my feet lift up from the ground.