Can You Keep A Secret

Chapter 17

4 Years Later

Hi guys, I'm back. I don't really know how to start...a lot has happened over the last 4 years. Where should I begin? I finished college and got my degree! I'm a model now, I'm making lots of money from being one to. I completely gave up being an OB/GYN, I don't know why though.

I guess since I love babies so much I just wanted to experience dealing with them and pregnant women everyday. Speaking of babies..I've got one of my own now. If you're wondering if the father is Jayceon..it's not.

Just kidding! Of course Jayceon is the father, he the last man I had sex with.

I hate him so much for leaving me, I didn't even get a chance to tell him that I was pregnant. The last time I talked to him was that day at school and he left for VA the day after that. I haven't heard from him since and I haven't tried to reach out to him either.

I have a beautiful babygirl, I named her Kylie Milyon Taylor. She's three years old and she'll be turning four in a couple of months. My baby grew up so fast, I still can't believe she's walking and talking. Sometimes I wish she was a baby again, but then I think of all those nights I had to stay up overtime because of her. (Kylie in MM)

She always asks me about her father, but I really don't know what to tell her. I told her he was a spy but she always asks questions like "My daddy needs a break from being a spy so when will he visit me?" and I'm honestly running out of responses.

She may be a toddler, but she ain't dumb. With a mixture of me and Jayceon, my daughter is a miniature brainiac. I have her enrolled in an Montessori school so she's getting a head start. Like mother, like daughter.

Speaking of her, she school be entering my room in 3...2...1...

"Mommy, mommy, mommy!!!" She yelled. She used the couch at the end of my bed to climb up to me. She straddled my waist as I sat up and kissed all over her face.

"Goodmorning my little sunshine!"

"Goodmorning my big sunshine!" She answered, returning the kisses all over my face. I giggled and got out of bed with Kylie on my hip. I walked to the kitchen so I could feed her and get her ready for school. After I drop her off for school I have a couple of sets to model for some Chanel swimwear.

"What do you want for breakfast?" I asked her.

"I want pancakes and shausage mommy!" She answered with enthusiasm. My baby is always happy and cheerful, she literally never cries. I guess she got all that crying mess out of her system when she was a baby.

"Ky, say sau-sage." I told her.

"Shausage."

I chuckled and shook my head as I put her down so I could fix our breakfast.

Later That Day

I got out of my white 2015 Hyundai Santa Fe Sport and went to get Kylie from the Montessori school building. It costs money to have her hear, but it's nothing I can't afford. I walked into the school to see her doing some adding and subtracting on the board. They weren't big numbers, but they're still numbers.

"Hey Mrs. Matthews, was she good today?" I asked her teacher. Kylie never has problems in school, but I still always check to make sure.

"Of course, she was an angel as always." She replied. I nodded and signed my daughter out.

"Come on Ky." I said, getting her attention.

"Mommy! When did you get here?" She asked while getting get book bag and stuff.

"A little while ago, are you ready to go?" I asked her.

"Not really but I'm hungry so I guess I'll have to leave. Bye Mrs. Matthews, have a good day!" She called to her teacher. She's a teacher's pet and she loves school, just like how I was when I was her age.

"Do you want to stop by Subway?" I asked her. I know what you guys are thinking, what kind of child eats Subway instead of McDonalds? Well mine does. She absolutely hates McDonalds and I don't blame her. I don't like it either.

"Yes and can we go see aunty Leah? I miss her and uncle brian, oh and baby Malik!" She screamed.

"Sure babe."

I strapped her into her carseat and we started on our way to Leah's house. Me and Leah's friendship is stronger than ever now and I look at her as a sister, more than a friend. I'm glad I met her and cut that bitch Anya loose.

Speaking of Anya, she's the one who told everyone about me and Jayceon. She saw us when we were fucking in his classroom. Her jealousy got the best of her and she told the whole school about what she had seen. I found out it was her because one of her hoe ass friends slipped up and told me Anya saw. To make a long story short, I whooped Anya's ass and made her apologize to me.

Leah is still with the dean's son, Brian. They're really happy together and they have a seven month old baby boy named Malik. Leah is also two months pregnant right now as we speak, Brian doesn't know yet though.

I pulled into the driveway of their house and got Kylie out, before knocking on the door. Brian answered a few moments later with a huge smile.

"Kyky!" He yelled, snatching Kylie from my arms. I rolled my eyes as she squealed and giggled.

Brian and Kylie have an amazing relationship. I guess since him and my dad are her only father figures, she was automatically drawn to him. I know for a fact if she was to ever meet her real father then she would be a definite daddy's girl.

"Hi Uncle Brian, I missed you." She cheered, wrapping her little arms around his neck.

"I missed you to babygirl!" He said, causing me to cringe.

That name, till this day, still has an effect on me. To say I miss hearing Jayceon call me that is an understatement, I wish things had turned out differently. I guess we just weren't meant to be.