Better

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I feel better....
I'm 57 days (1 month 26 days) clean from Cat and even more from Mia.
My thoughts are more positive than ever before.. But I'm not cured.
I'm still sad but I don't have to fake being happy anymore. I can actually be happy.
I'm still insecure and antisocial and I don't like texting people first no matter how much I wanna talk to them.
I'm more confident than before. I like myself more.
I could make this update sad and miserable with everything that's going through my head but I won't because that's not how I want to be anymore. Never again.
This may be the end to My Public Diary, or maybe it's a new beginning. Who knows?

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