thousand words (random poetries!)

84: A Failure's Lullaby

In thin air ,
I lay the dust
Of my dismay
In this fields
Of utter regrets
Where time
Is irrevocable ,
My words may
Hide the pain
But my eyes
Tells the truth ,
That it's sad 
That I didn't
Get it done
Did I really
Gave my best?
Or it wasn't
Just enough?
The answer paints
Obvious feelings ,
From the battles
That's hardly fought
But my victory was
Sadly just for naught
As in silence ,
My heavy sighs
And needless cries
Are the scream
Of my wounded soul.
In denial so it seems
But I ultimately failed
Yet just like a
Withered leaf ,
I'll grow once again
Amidst the storms
And tears , bloods
And endless sweats
Brings valuable feats
And helpful memories
To all of this
hellish years ,
Someday..
It's gonna make sense!

~ nniiwwpoetry 04/25/24