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63: ?Unrequited?

She's always near him ,
Yet every time...
His confession ,
Always fails miserably
As he sleeps at night ,
He's troubled with hollowed thoughts
Of how did it start? ,
How did he fall?
As stupid as it seems ,
Even in his dreams...
She always lingers.
It's unrequited ,
He knows his chances
As heavy as the raindrops falls ,
As cold as the wind blows
He's a dear friend to her ,
But he wants more than just that ;
She thinks he's getting weirder though.
As time passes by ,
His feelings gets stranger
He tried to suppressed it ,
But he can't anymore...
It's not that shallow
The longer the moments ,
The more he's hurting
It's kinda confusing ,
he needs to see it through.
But fate can be cruel ,
Sometimes it doesn't side you
It's not that she's taken ,
She just seems uninterested maybe?
She beg to disagree ,
She's slowly feeling it
She's not utterly dense though ,
His gestures makes it obvious
She's not blind ,
To not noticed the difference.
But as long as he won't say ,
She wouldn't be so sure
He thinks it's not possible ,
She thinks it's not good
She's bound in between ;
To the safest route ,
Or to reciprocate things
Is it really unrequited?
Or maybe not?
I don't know!..

~ nniiwwpoetry ~ 02/12/24