𝐇𝐚𝐛𝐢 𝐍𝐠 𝐌𝐠𝐚 𝐒𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐚

𝗕𝗟𝗜𝗡𝗗

They see me but not
totally see me
they see the soft side
but not the dark side
they see the happy me
but not the one who is
always crawling
every night.

For them it is okay to
see me suffering
but for me I know
myself that I badly want
to end all of this shit
to never cry again
to not feel the pain again.

I'm just a girl who craves for
love, a girl who is soft
a girl who is quick to cry
a girl who always
misunderstand by others for
the sake of themselves,
they are all selfish.

So as they too quick to judge
too slow to know my point
yet, very proud
of being stupid in comes
giving advice
they're all the same.

They see the dark side
of mine, but they don't care
of who I am
I look pathetic in their
eyes, look dumb especially
when it comes in life.

So I'm tired, tired to feel
their presence in my life
either am I also tired for
being always
there for them I'm so stupid,
and over-sensitive.