fell 4 you || walker scobell x reader

ch. 32

💛y/n pov💛

I wake up around 4:25 PM to my phone dinging so much. Ughhh.

I check and see 2 missed calls and 18 texts from Walker?! 

Jeez, is he dying? If he is, why did he contact me?

messages

today, 3:32 PM

fucking bitch👎

i need you y/n

ive always needed you

it just took me a while to realize that

im sorry

im sorry for making you think i just wanted to be friends

i dont

i love you more than i love myself

youre the person that has been there for me

sure brady and charlie and aryan have been there

but you gave me a shoulder to cry on

ill never forgive myself for all the bad things ive done to you

realization came too late

pls forgive me ml

im nothing without u

im just air

ill disappear if i have to

youre the one person i needed when i was broken

and youre the person my stupid self decided to let go

today, 4:22 PM

y/n

then go ahead

disappear.

fucking bitch👎

the hell?

i pour my heart out to you and this is what i get in return?

y/n

three weeks ago u said u js wanted to be friends

ive respected that

why cant u?

fucking bitch👎

because

i cant respect that when u hate me

y/n

i dont hate u

fucking bitch👎

yes u do y/n.

but i cant hate you

i physically and mentally need you y/n

you have to be in my life

whether you like it or not

please please please

im begging at this point

ik u love me

yk u love me

js face it

5-6 months ago we could barely be torn apart