Monami's Breakdown

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Everyone sighed a relief as Monami, was safe and also her baby especially Karan as he knew that if anything had happened to their baby , he would not be able to face Monami nor would he be able to reduce Monami's guilt of losing their child .

Monami was staring specifically at nothing. She was quite disturbed by everything especially since the moment she was kidnapped . She was silent but Karan could hear her breaking. He knew what she had been through was a lot but he didn't want her to keep her feelings confined within her. He decided to give her the space she needs and was about to leave the room,but Monami held his wrist and asked him not to go as she wanted him by her side.

Monami: Karan please kahi mat jayiye, mujhe aapke bina bahut dar lagtha hain. Pata hain uss din jab aapne kaha tha aap mere saath washroom tak chaloge maine aapko mana kiya, aur woh meri sabse badi galti thhi. Na main aapko chhodke jaati nah aapko, mujhe dhoondne aata aur nahi itna khoon kharaba hota.
Yeh sab meri wajah se huwa.
Pata hain Karan, ussdin jab Abhyansh Malhotra ke aadmiyon ne mujhe kidnap kiya thha, toh main bahut dar gayi thhi. Mujhe laga ki pata nahi tumhe mera woh Security Alert ka message milta bhi ya nahi.
Jab mujhe hosh aaya, maine dekha ki mujhe rassi se baandh diya gaya thha aur mere paas mera phone bhi nahi thha jisse main tumhe call kar saku. Phir jab Abhyansh Malhotra ne kaha ki woh mujhe unki ghar ki Bahu banana chahate hain, toh maine unhe bataya ki main ek shaadi shuda ladki hoon aur mujhe pata chala ki woh Aneesh ke Papa hain. Maine unpar zor se chillaya aur kaha thha ki agar mujhe kuch bhi ho gaya toh aap unhe chhodenge nahi, aur tabhi maine Deepak Mahajan ki aawaz suni. Pata hain unki aawaz sunte hi mujhe bahut gussa aaya, unke liye kisi ki bhi jaan itna mahatvapurn nahi jitna unke liye unka Paisa aur ghamand hain.
Pata, hain jab unhone kaha ki woh tumhe mujhse hamesha ke liye door kardenge aur tumhe maar dalenge, main bahut ghabra gayi Karan mujhe nahi pata thha unhone tumhare saath kya kiya hoga. Tab mujhe samaj main aaya ki main sirf ek mohra thhi jisse woh laalchi insaan apne fayide ke liye istemaal karta thha. Isliye maine soch liya ki main tumhe bachaungi aur khud ko khatam aur dungi jisse na tumhe or na hi kissi aur ko pareshaani ho. Maine apna sur deewar pe patkaya jisse Deepak Mahajan ko bahut gussa aaya aur unhone mere baal bahut zor se kheecha.
Tabhi tum waha aaye aur tumhe dekhke mujhe laga ki ab main aur nahi lad sakti aur nahi himmat dikha sakti kyunki woh sab khatam hogaya thha. Issiliye tumhe apne paas aate dekh main tumse lipat kar rone lagi. Pata hain jab maine tumhari dhadkan apne kaano se suna toh mujhe thodi raahat mili aur jab tumne pyaar se apna haath mere baalon pe sehlaya toh maano mujhe woh comfort mila jisse main kabhi khona nahi chahati hoon.
Par jab Deepak Mahajan ne tumhare upar glass ka bottle phodne ki koshish ki ,par tumne apna haath beech main laya, woh glass ki tootne ki awaaz se mujhe dar laga. Phir jab tumne aur Sid sabhi goondo se lad rahe thhey aur main ek kone main chhupkar baithi thhi, toh mujhe woh din yaad aaya jab humare upar attack huwa thha woh bhi Mumbai Deolali ke border par, jaha beech main ek ghana jungle aata hain.Phir jab maine tumhe OT main dekha thha apne har ek saas ke liye lad rahe thhe tum. Main woh sab bardaash nahi kar payi aur mujhe panic attacks aane lage. Phir jab tum Deepak Mahajan ke saath nipat rahe thhey maine dekha ki Abhyansh Malhotra ne apni gun tumhari or ki thhi, ek pal ke liye mera dil dhadakna band kar diya aur main tumhari or bhaagi tumhe bacchane ke liye kyunki tum mere liye meri Jaan ho aur agar tumhe kucch ho jaata toh main jeete ji mar jaati.
Aaj jab main apne Nanu Nani se mili, toh mere andar bahut saare sawaal thhey, aur jab mujhe pata chala ki mujhe aur Maa ko Nanu Nani se duur, Deepak Mahajan ne rakha thha, mujhe bahut gussa aaya.
Karan mujhe ab Deepak Mahajan, Abhyansh Malhotra aur Aneesh Malhotra ko jail ke salaakho ke peechey dekhna hain. Mujhe unke khilaf case karna hain. Mujhe insaaf chahiye Karan mere har ek aansu ka.
Saying so she broke down .
Karan also knew that the day she was kidnapped she had shown a lot of courage but right now he knew he needed to calm her down as her sobs that had turned into loud cries which pierced his heart .

Karan hugged her and started caressing her hair.
Janhavi and others too rushed inside hearing Monami 's loud cries.
Janhavi rubbed Monami's back to comfort her meanwhile, Zui got water for her and made her drink.
Slowly her cries died down but she was silently sobbing .
Everyone knew how hard it is when you get back stabbed by your own family members.

After sometime Monami had stopped crying, and that's when Sid barged into the ward.

Sid: Monnnuuuuu.........congratttulaaaatiooonsssss....

Monami was confused as to why was Sid congratulating her, when she was admitted in the hospital. She thought that he has lost his sanity.
And that's when he broke out the news that he is going to be Mama and she was pregnant.

Sid : Monu thaaannnkkk youu soo muchh, pata hai tum pregnant ho aur main Mammu banane wala hoon.
I love you so much.

And saying so he kissed Monami's forehead, while Monami was still trying to absorb Sid's words.

Finally, after a few seconds she realized she was pregnant, she was really happy. To confirm the news she looked at Karan with questioning eyes and he nodded in a yes.
She was so happy and put her hand on her belly trying to feel her child, her and Karan's symbol of love. Karan then showed her the USG report and made her listen to their child's heartbeat. Monami was overjoyed seeing her pea sized baby. She also placed Karan's hand on her belly.

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