Road Not Taken- &team ff

Wrong time

If there's a road that leads to you

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Nicholas pov

Why is it not me?

Does she hate me?

She can't, right?

So why doesn't she love me back?

What does he have that I don't?

I was asking myself all of these questions, comparing myself to my brother, when Maki came up to me.

"Hey, hyung." he wrapped his arm around me, "What's on your mind?"

"Jungsook." I said shortly.

"Aye bro, don't beat yourself up too much about it." he said, "I know that she's gonna love you one day. Maybe she's just the right person, but at the wrong time.

His words actually felt nice.

"Thanks bro. That helped a lot."

But I still had one more question.

"Does this mean that you're on my side?"

Maki rolled his eyes at me.

"Are you serious?" he shook his head, "You guys are both my brothers, and my best friend is in the middle of it. If anything, I'm on her side more than you or Jo's." and with that, he sassily walked away, most likely to bug Taki.

Maybe I am alone in this battle.

But, 

I don't have to be.

Maybe, I could just stay friends with Jungsook.

Maybe, I should just be there for her.

Maybe, she won't hate me.

Maybe, she'll love me.

Afterall, she could be 'the right person, but at the wrong time.'

Just then, I saw Jo and Jungsook come into the living room.

Holding hands.

..

That should be me.

..

Maybe, I don't deserve her.

But wait.

'right person, wrong time.'

..

this might take a while.

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Jungsook pov

Just as I started feeling happy again, I remembered about Jungwon.

A tear escaped my eye as I went through all of our memories together.

He's really gone.

I quickly wiped my tears away when I felt a tap on my shoulder.

"Sook, are you alright?" Jo asked me, concern being conspicuous in his tone and face.

I nodded.

"Yeah, i'll be right back. I'm gonna go out to get some fresh air really quick." Jo nodded his head, but then grabbed my wrist as I started walking away.

I turned back due to confusion.

"Just be careful, watch your surroundings. You never know who's out there."

I nodded my head, being cautious of his warning before walking out the door.

As I closed the door, tears started streaming down my face. Like a waterfall to a cliff.

I couldn't control anything anymore.

I felt as if half of me was gone.

I felt...incomplete.

Why him?

Why wasn't it me?

Wonnie had so much to live for.

How did he even die, anyways?

Did someone murder him?

I'm gonna murder them instead, mark my words.

..

Wait a minute.

The boys' mom said that they knew that my brother died.

So why didn't they tell me?

Just as I started trusting them, too.

Especially Jo.

I started crying even harder.

Then, I heard a voice.

"Uhm, excuse me, ma'am?" a masculine voice said.

I quickly wiped my tears and looked up.

I saw a super, super attractive guy, looking really confused.

"Do you know where we are right now?"

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