Chapter 12

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"I saw Charles' comment on my Twitter" Lando chuckled to me

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"I saw Charles' comment on my Twitter" Lando chuckled to me. We were back in England at the McLaren headquarters, getting ready to film a YouTube video. "He's a funny guy, Charles"

"Yeah, really funny," I grumbled. Although Charles had made it look all fun and games on Twitter, I knew he actually meant it. It was weird to me that to everyone else, Charles was a cool guy who was kind and funny as he was the total opposite to me.

I hadn't seen or heard from Charles since our encounter in the elevator. In fact, I hadn't seen Max either. Or heard from him. He hadn't contacted me since but neither had I. I tried not to think about that night a lot. I don't live life with regrets but part of me wished I hadn't done it.

Lottie was setting up the camera in front of us and I prepared for the challenge. It was a "red flag, green flag," challenge, where Lottie would read out a trait and we would hold up the flag that represented our opinion.

Lando and I both enjoyed the media aspect of our job. These little challenges we did for YouTube were so funny, and me and Lando always had such a laugh.

As per, the video was a massive laugh with Lando even falling off his chair because he was laughing so hard. It was times like these I treasured.

We were flying to Azerbaijan tomorrow together and for once Rue wasn't coming as she was busy with work. I hadn't told her about my night with Max, and for the first time in my life I wasn't planning to.

After the video, I went home, went on a run (the grind never stops), showered then went on my phone. I was scrolling on Instagram when I found myself scrolling through Charles' instagram page. This was the 3rd time I'd done this this week and I nearly knew every photo he'd posted. This time I scrolled far back enough to see photos he'd posted with his ex girlfriend and I couldn't help but study them: how he looked at her, where he placed his hands, what he captioned them.

I knew it was wrong but I couldn't help but do it. I scrolled down from a picture with him and his ex on a boat together when I accidentally doubled tapped and the red heart appeared on the photo. Shit. I had just liked a photo of him and his ex girlfriend from a year ago. Shit.

I quickly unliked the photo, but the damage was done. I had to hope it would get lost in the swarm of notifications he got.

My prayers were not heard as 2 minutes later, I got a notification saying I had been sent a message request by Charles Leclerc. I hated myself. I hated him more. I took a deep breath and looked onto my requested messages to see if I could read the DM without opening it. I could.

It read "I saw that Hakimi😏🤨" I left him on delivered .
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