"WRONG SNAPCHAT" |solby

What would I do without you

Colby pov

Wait - wait you want to move away from here with me "yes colby but if you don't want to then we find something else we do" sam said no-no that's not what I mean you want to move and move together "yes colby that is what I mean I love you and I want to be with you 24/7 I need you as much as you need me at least I think so he laughed a bit" but how we don't have a job or house or money " I said sitting down on the bed" I talked to my parents a house down the road from them is free for years it's not big and we had to do some work on it but I'm sure we could buy it together and then we search for a job, it's just not safe and healthy here " so would you like that Orr no" sam said looking at me "I mean that does sound good but my car is still there and we have to look at the house and find out if we could get it and pack all our stuff and....colby hey hey breath for me for a sec okay we don't want another panic attack sam said running his hand up and down my back I took a deep breath and closed my eyes "good" he said

I already talked to the police they bring the car to our apartment and we can look at the house when my parents fly back we just go with them and stay at there's for a day or 2 yeah he said smiling at me "what would I do without you" I say kissing the top of his head that's when Sam's parents walk in the room "son what did that nurse told us you want to leave" yes dad I want to leave I'm okay and I'm feeling good " sam said,,, Sammy don't do anything stupid what if something happens" sam please I'm an adult I know when I'm feeling okay please " They both signed if you say so sam my mom said" but we have another question for you my mom nodded would it be okay if we fly with you to look at the house and maybe stay a few days sam ask I just looked down of course that's okay they both smiled we would love to have you there do you want to go to your old apartment first to get some thinks " my dad ask making me frezz at the last part" shhhh it's okay colby " he whispered in my ear" I don't wanne go there please " I said in a shaky voice" it's okay colby we won't okay don't worry we won't "he said in a calming voice I saw that he looked at his parents" we are sorry we dident meant to scare you we can buy new stuff and we help you buy anything you need help with okay we would love to have our 2 sons with us " Sam's dad says making me look up at sam with teary eyes he smiled and then smiled at his parents"

if you still sure we will get to our hotel know and pick you to up tomorrow morning okay " my mom says thank you I say looking at them both they smiled walking out then the nurse walked in to chance my bandages" hey babe would you mind getting us some food from the cafeteria "sam ask yeah of course anything special I ask" no I don't care " he said I just walked out while I was on the way I thought about it move away to a house with same sounds like a dream like something I always wanted but I was also scared what will happens when something doesn't work out I got to the cafeteria and get me and sam some sandwiches and a bag of chips and some water I walked back as I walked in to see a doctor talking to sam "are you really sure mister golbach your stitches are fresh and they could reopen" yes I'm sure I will be cautious and do nothing "sam said okay mister golbach then the nurses will come tomorrow morning and you have to sign a paper then you can leave" thank you " sam said the doc nodded walking out sam smiles when he's sees me he sit up slowly hissing a bit I looked at him in worrie I guess he could see it in my face" colby not you also I'm fine I promise " i just walked to him and gave him his food" do you want ham and cheese or beef "ham please he said can you come in bed with me please he looked at me" sam I don't want to h.... Pleaseeeee he said making puppy eyes I groaned "your lucky you are are adorable" I smiled sitting next to him in his bed he Lay's his head on my shoulder and began to eat "soooo you like the idea to move with me" sam said quietly... of course I do it's just so much stuff to do I said honest" I know but you know we can do anything together right he said you are right baby I'm so lucky to have you I love you so much I said kissing his hand "no I'm lucky to have the most beautiful, hot, intelligent, funny, caring, loving, protecting boyfriend in the world" he said smiling at me making me slightly blush, I just hugged him carefully "I love you" I whisper in his ear I love you to colby so much and thank you for everything "he said I pulled away looking him in the eyes, his eyes full of love making my heart beats faster I wanted so desperately kissing him but here was not the place and he is still hurt he looked at my lips and back in to my eyes he inched closer and closer our lips almost touched "sam we are in a hospital, and I don't want to hurt you" please he whispers against my lips I couldn't hold back I softly pressed my lips against his he turned on his side and wrepped his arms around my neck butterfly's going through my whole body he puts his hand in my hair softly gripping it I could feel that he puts all his love in to that kiss making me realize how much I love him and how close it was to Loosing him I felt a tear run down my cheeks he pulled away looking at me with worry

I just hugged him tight maybe to tigth making him whimper softly "sorry, I'm sorry" it's okay babe are you okay "he ask with a soft voice I just nodded against his neck not wanting to worrie him more" are you sure babe"he said kissing my neck softy making me calm down a bit "yeah I'm just so glad you still here you know" ahhh babe I told you I will never leave you I know you are still in shock bit I'm right here okay I know how much you love me I can see and feel it and my parents told me what you did here I'm so sorry you had to go through so much pain and anxiety but I will never ever leave you I love you until I die and even after "he said looking at me I smiled as tears roll down my face " I was just so scared "I said crying and taking both of his hands" I know know babe I know and I was scared to dead when we where in the apartment that's why I couldn't let anything happens to you but it's all over okay we both okay we will be okay yeah and if you ever wanne talk im I always listen yeah "sam said I will baby I promise I said yawning" are you tiered babe he ask yeah I dident sleep much the last few days "come one let's go to sleep and tomorrow we are out of here" he said laughing a bit