CHERISH ||Vminkook

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Jungkook smile stroking Taehyung's hair while staring fondly at his sleeping body cuddling with him on the couch,after their emotional talks and mental breakdown he managed to put him to sleep which has been an hours.

He checks his wrist watch and heave down a sigh when he realized he has spent too much time,he needs to go back.

He slowly removed his arms and grab his jacket,he tiptoed to his feet but a hands grab him by the wrist stopping him.

"Please don't leave"Taehyung whisper yelled his voice deep and hoarse sounding too hot for the younger.

Jungkook froze for a moment when he look back to see Taehyung staring up at him,his eyes filled with desperation and needs.

For some reasons,it made jungkook's heart do some flips,he was happy and overwhelmed that he actually meant this much to someone,he felt wanted and needed but deep down he knew it also wrong at the same time.

"Do you like me?"jungkook asked suddenly catching Taehyung off guard

"W... what are you talking about?"he stuttered out with widened eyes,he felt his heart pounding loudly many butterflies swimmed all over his stomach.

It's been long time since Taehyung felt this way to someone,all his life he had only love park jimin and no one else but right now he felt the same emotion he felt towards jimin.

He was surprised to know this especially to a boy he just met.he did find jungkook cute especially with his big doe eyes and his bunny teeth and his so innocent face but never in his wildest dreams did he thought he would felt affection towards the boy when he loves jimin with all his heart.

he didn't even know falling in love with two people could be possible.

jungkook misunderstood his silence and let out a weak smile,he was glad he was wrong yet he couldn't help but to feel a pang in his chest.

"See tae you can't even answer......you don't like me,it's just infatuation"

Taehyung came back to reality and a frown contoured in his face.

"Kook...."

"It's okay tae,actually I'm glad you didn't because i don't want to lose you as my friend"he confess with a small smile and Taehyung felt his heart breaking apart.

"You see tae,i also have a problem like yours,my husband doesn't like me.he hated me and there were many times i thought to myself that i should find someone who really love me and accept me for who i am"

"but I just can't no matter how much i tried,i couldn't move on"he stated and chuckle bitterly.

"That's also the case for you,i could clearly see the love you have for that person in your eyes"

"even if you tell me you like me,i would know it's just an infatuation.we would date but in the end we will break up because we wouldn't be enough for each other"

he claim kissing a frowning Taehyung on the forehead.

"I don't want to be used like that tae beside i don't think i could ever love someone that's not him,I don't think I can be alive if he's not part of my world"jungkook blurt out hating how his voice cracked and the stings that follows his every word.

Taehyung listen to everything silently he felt his eyes burned and his heart shattering at the words.

He knew jungkook was right,they are not supposed to or rather he was not supposed to develop feelings for the male when he had known from the beginning that he was a married man and that he love his husband so much.

He acted selfish and in the end,it end up hurting him.he knew he had feelings for jungkook,he's not a dumb boy who can't differentiate between infatuation and feelings.

but if jungkook desperately want it to be that way then so be it.

with a heavy heart,he slowly remove his hands and many thoughts run on his mind which horribly corrupt his mind.

What if he's the one who will end up left behind in this race?.

What if jimin has already forgot about him?.

What if,he had already move on with his life?.

Will he even accept him if they meet again?.

He felt naseous and the urge to vomit crawl up,it dreaded him as he sweat profusely.

jungkook was right he would die if jimin is not in his life,he would lose his mind and his sanity if he ever reject him.

an assurring hands place on his shoulder by jungkook and that's all it takes for his anxious to disappear.

"It's okay tae,you will find your man and you two will be the greatest couple ever"jungkook assured it's like their minds connect.

Taehyung look up with a glossy eyes  to see the brightest smile ever flashed towards him making his heart filled with warmth.

he couldn't help but think the person who have this pure and kind boy is the luckiest being on Earth.

He wanted him to be happy no matter what,to feel wanted.even if he's not the one who could do that,he pray silently to God to rewrite the star,then he would certainly wipe the tears in his eyes and took away his sadness and cherish him forever.

to him,jeon jungkook deserve the world.

Taehyung sigh looking up at the star through his window,he had failed to keep the younger beside him again.

"Minnie.....where are you?"

"I have always been afraid because my best years have passed,I'm running to catch up to you but you seem to disappear the more i took a step forward"

"They say the good old days is over yet i keep running to you"

"even after all this day,won't you be mine so that i could stop chasing you"

he mumbled quietly,a fat tears slides out of his face,a sudden loneliness pressed on him.He really wish this torture,this pain and this yearn to stop.

Meanwhile,at same time in park jimin room,the elder was written something down on his dairy,his eyes screamed pain and his tears flowed like a river.

The sun and moon fell in love but they never got to touch because they were seperating by the star in the sky.

They grew apart just like us causing the distance to hurt too much.

I wonder if I'm never going see you again we were always here but we were so far apart.

I'm still waiting for the day we will re-collide just like the sun and moon.

He look back to the sleeping boy in his bed and a sad smile crossed his lips brushing a few strands of hair from his face.

This time without the star.