Madi's Journal

Low

I feel so low right now.

I feel so alone even though I am in a world surrounded by 7 billion people.

I just want to curl up and cry about nothing.

Ugh, what is wrong with me?

I feel like everything I say keeps getting twisted and I end up in a giant mess.

Tumblr is the only place I can be where no one acknowledges me as an incredibly significant being.

I feel empty inside.

I can't even begin to tell you how much my heart hurts.

I don't know why.

I don't know whether it is because I have such great friends and I am being a complete bitch or I feel guilty for all of the wrongs I have done ever since I was 4.

I just want someone to hold me and kiss my forehead and tell me everything is going to be okay.

This is making me sound depressed and that makes me feel depressesd.

God. Happy gods, bestow upon me your happiness!

Alright, I'm done.

* Just remember: Suicide is a long term solution to a short term problem. Don't hurt yourself, beautiful.