Madi's Journal

I Hate This.

I know you are probably thinking about Valentines Day as it is tomorrow. I am, too. But probably not in the same way.

I. Hate. Valentines. Day.

Not because of the chocolates or the valentine cards. It's because of the 'valentines'.

I know I have said that guys don't matter but Valentines day is the day that they really do.

I am honestly forever alone. No guy has ever wanted to be my valentine. Ever.

I don't really care right now, but what about in the future?

What if I end up never finding someone?

Everyone is always like 'you will find someone'.

How do you know?

All of my friends for the most part are in relationships. Then here I am wishing for the perfect guy to waltz in.

But, with my great luck, that won't happen.

It makes me feel like I will never be good enough.

I can never be good enough for some guy.

I know, I don't need a guy. But, I really feel like I do this year.

Ugh, I hate this.

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Continuing with the topic above, today was our dance ;)

It sucked so bad, but we made it fun.

We would like fake grind and twerk and was just hilarious.

But, when the slow songs came on is when everything turned to shit.

I stood alone with my friends around me slow dancing.

Life just sucks for me.

A lot.

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I hate it when people try to tell me that they have it worse than me.

I really don't care, I didn't ask.

That's all for now, see you in my next journal!

Madi xx

Song of the day:

Wanted by Hunter Hayes