Too young for war

chapter 8

it has been days since I was at omega point, I really miss James and Kenji, even Juliette.

I want to know her more because it seems that Aaron has taken a like to her. I get why, Juliette is gorgeous, and nice too. She knows kenji too, and he doesn't make friends with the wrong sort, so she must be nice.

Her hair is so long and pretty, if only my hair didn't get so thin when it got longer, i would definitely grow it out.

But something else is bothering me..

The feeling of danger have not left me since we got back. I even had a dream of something I couldn't quite see very clear. It was all blurry, I could see a few people talking, before something happened.

There was a bang, but the sound was blurry, it was like I was on my way to faint, both sound and vision blurry.

I woke up after. I was shaking, but I wasn't scared.
The feeling is making it hard for me to focus, hard to sit still and think clearly.

The feeling is making my head exhausted too, and it did not help when I had a fight with Aaron last night.

two days ago he was gone for a whole day and night, when he got back he wouldn't tell me anything other than that Juliette needed help. (She was shot by Anderson)

I asked if she was okay, if I could see her, what happened, but he only said that I didn't need to worry, that I needed to get sleep even though I slept all day.

"you tell me nothing!!" I yelled at him last night. "Why is that?? I'm so tired of always staying here, not being told a thing!!" I cried out.

I was exhausted last night, even though I have slept a lot lately, I feel drained.

Aaron was as calm as always, and it made me even more irritated. We usually never fight, but I was so tired, mad that he thinks I'm too young for everything with the war, but I know I can handle it.

I told him to get out and he did. It made me mad, i hoped that he would stay and comfort me, even though it was his fault I was mad. I may sound dramatic, but when you are not feeling your best,  it takes nothing to get on your nerves.

I know he came back later last night, I woke up by him kissing my forehead. I didn't say anything though, I was too tired and was on my way to fall asleep.

But now is a new day, and Im thinking I should apologise for how I acted, but at the same time I'm glad I told him how I felt about the situation.

I'm going to apologise.

The door opens and quick to my feet. As I see him step into my room I run over to him and throw my arms around his neck.

"I'm sorry" I tell him still in his arms.

He sets me down and I'm on with my apologies.

"I'm sorry for the way I acted, I shouldn't have gotten so mad. I don't really regret telling you how I feel though.." I tell him.

It takes him a second before he answers.

"you shouldn't apologise for telling me how you feel." He says looking at me.

"no?" I ask, "but I yelled at you."

"yes, but you should never regret telling me how you feel, even if you have to yell at me" he tells me.

...

"Is Juliette ok though? Is she here right now?" I ask him still wanting to know.

"she is here, but we are going out for a bit, I will be back to check on you later"

I nod, but something makes me speak.

"you are not telling me something." I say as he is on his way out of my bedrooms door.

He looks at me confused.

"something happened, didn't it?" I ask trying to collect my thoughts. I can't let him leave without answers.

He closes the door again.

"never mind..I just had a dream—"

"—and it just felt like a warning—" I tell him feeling stupid for being so sure something happened.

"what dream? and what feeling-?" He ask standing there looking more curious than ever.

"so something happened??" I ask getting panicked.