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Messages

I know you get the messages I send

Especially when we talk mostly on snap

All I see when I open the app is 'opened'

Or worse 'read'

Those two are better then delivered

But it still hurts to know you say the message and didn't say anything

It makes me fall in a rabbit hole

Of all these thoughts

That no one wants to have

Do they not want to be friends anymore?

Am I annoying to them?

Why didn't they respond to my text?

They must be sleeping

Yeah...... they're sleeping

Not ignoring me

That was over 20 hours ago

Then they finally text me back

Only to repeat this cycle every other week

For the next 6 months of my life

Thanks to snap for putting that one word next to a red arrow

Delivered


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........... men are confusing, they will either snap me every 5 minutes or leave me on delivered for 5 days.. no in between 

~xx hollyandmax:)

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