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The gems I call my friends


Sometimes my depression will try and win

But I don't let him in

He says don't listen to them

No one wants you around he says

He tears me down to shreds

Through the tears I call my friends

No one else compares

To those gems

It always overwhelms me

When they go through hell to make me see

How much I am loved

That statement leaves me stunned

They show me how beautiful I am

No matter what I may think

They say no one cares about insecurities

I thought I was unloved and would be judged

But I just misjudged and tugged them into a hug

No matter what the demon says I will never succumb to him

No matter how much he bugged me

Finally, we say our farewells

My heart swells knowing I survived another day

Thanks to the gems

I am glad I get to call my best friends

Whether they are known it or not

My best friends helped me off the edge

By showing that they cared

Even more than I thought anyone could

If you see this

Just know I'm grateful to have you in my life

You have saved me many times

From succumbing to the demons inside my head

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here's an early update for y'all while I procrastinate doing my Spanish 2 homework

~xx hollyandmax

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