Dirty Little Secret

Chapter Nine- It ends.

~Serenity's point of view~

This week has been crazy. Trevin made some changes that sent work into a tailspin. All of them were necessary; however, people don't like change. I didn't say anything; I knew it was needed. Trevin himself has been distant and kind of rude. He still manages to flirt. I've given up on that whole situation. I have been meeting the mystery man as agreed; that has been fantastic. I worry because I have feelings based on an illusion.

Yes, he's a real person. What happens if we don't connect face to face? Hell, he doesn't even want me to see his face. I know Trevin. I know that he would be extremely good to me. I can't help but wonder if I made the wrong choice. I wonder if Trevin is the one I should be with. This has run through my head for the last week.

Trevin: "What's on your mind, Sweetheart?"

Serenity: "Nothing."

Trevin: "You were staring off into space. You definitely had something on your mind."

I take a deep breath...

Serenity: "Have you ever felt like a decision you've made maybe the wrong one but not regret it at the same time?"

Trevin: "We all have times like that. Why?"

Serenity: "This last week, I've struggled with a decision that I've made. I don't know if I made the right one."

Trevin: "You are the one that has to live with the decisions that you've made. If you feel that you've made the wrong one try to fix it."

Serenity: "I think it's too late for that."

Trevin: "You never know, Sweetheart."

He comes over and kisses my forehead.

Trevin: "I'll be out of the office until after lunch."

Serenity: "Ok."

I work until lunch.

I've been busy since all the changes have happened. It still doesn't take my mind off my situation. I make my way to the garage. I'm the first one there today. It's the first time; He's always here before me. I sit on the desk that was shoved in there.

I hear the door open. Then I feel him between my legs. He does something he's never done before. He tips my head and kisses me. He slides his tongue in, and mine battles his. He lays me down on the desk, never breaking the kiss. Once I'm down, he breaks it moving lower. He tugs at the yoga pants I had on. I lift my hips for him to remove them. As soon as they are gone, his mouth is on my clit.

Serenity: "Mmm."

He spends time there before moving between my folds.

Serenity: "Oh God."

Once I release, he hovers over me, kissing me as he enters me. This whole week has all be rough and quick. This is not; It's slow, sexy, passionate. It's beyond making love; I can't describe this.

In a dirty nasty room.

I love this man.

I am in love with a phantom.

~Trevin's point of view~

I've been a dick to her on purpose. I knew when I came into this room what was going to happen. I didn't expect it to feel the way that it does. I could stay in her all day; I know that we can't. I am her boss, but she doesn't know that. I can't make her "late." She's already gone once. I want one more then I'm going to let loose.