Tough love

Chapter 23

Ravens POV

"Rj what the fuck!" I yelled.

After all I told him about Jamal cheating on me he said he would never hurt me.

"I was drunk raven! And she came up on me! Look ma, I'm sorry but I ain't my fault." He replied.

I know he didn't sleep with her but still, this bitch had a mouth full of his dick in her mouth.

He claims he was drunk but that could just be a sorry ass excuse.

"Rj just get out! Please just leave!" I yelled.

"So that's it? We gon end like this?" He asked

"Just leave dammit!" I said opening the door.

He took one long look at me before walking to the door.

He turned around and said "You take care ma" before walking out the door, before walking out my life.

I know people might think I'm being hard on him but I just don't wanna be hurt anymore.

I've been hurt so much by Jamal I just wanna be in a relationship without getting cheated on.

Maybe I shouldn't even be in a relationship.

Maybe it should just be me from now on. I mean like really, I'm only 17 and already getting in relationships where I'm being cheated on.

It ain't right and I deserve better than someone who is just gonna waste my time.

I just can't believe Rj cheated on me.

He was the first I ever slept with and the first boyfriend that I've had a strong connection with. My first love at that.

Maybe I just need a break from boys and just graduate high school so I can go to college and open up my own shop.

I wanna have a big beauty salon where you can buy clothes designed by me and my girls, and get your hair, nails, and make up done. It will also be connected to a spa so you can just relax and get pampered.

So maybe this was for the best and I guess I'm not ready for a relationship. This is showing me that I need to focus on what's the most important, which is my future.

Don't get me wrong I love Rj, I love him so much it hurts to let him go but I know he still has his player ways.

I just don't wanna get caught up in all of that. I wish him the best.

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