After school Subin and I went to the boys dorms, we were sitting on the couch and Jin spoke "Did you both have a nice date last night" he asked Subin and Taehyung and they nodded eagerly. "Im sure Yoongi and Dae-hyun had a fun time too" Taehyung said smirking.
"What do you mean" Yoongi asked scrunching his brows together, and i gulped so loudly i swear everyone heard it.
"Im sleepy" i said standing up quickly "Babe you wanna go take a nap" i said grabbing his hands and trying to pull him up but he didn't let me
"Why are you being weird and Tae what do you mean i was here last night" Yoongi asked me
"Don't play dumb Yoongi, Subin heard you guys when she got home last night" Taehyung said and my anxiety picked up even more.
"Heard us doing what" Yoongi asked suspicisously
"Having sex obviously what else" Taehyung said and Yoongi scoffed, standing up.
"WHAT THE HELL DAE" Yoongi shouted causing me to jump and look down.
"See Yoongi you should have listened to me" Jin said wrapping an arm around Yoongi which he just shrugged off.
"Do you think im someone you can just play with!? I gave you my everything and this is what you give back!!!" He was so mad
"Im confused whats happening" Taehyung spoke
"Tae you fucking idiot she cheated on him" Namjoon hissed and Taehyung only nodded.
"Get the fuck out" Yoongi hissed.
"Listen-"
"NOW, DON'T MAKE ME SAY IT AGAIN" He yelled and i jumped again before nodding and walking out, but before i could get to far i heard something.
"What a slut-"
"Don't call her that"
"But Yoongi-"
"No hyung, we only know its one person... that doesn't make her a slut... plus slut shaming is fucked up.. believe me i would know" he said and then i remembered in high school he was raped and then slut shamed for it.
I sighed before walking to my car and driving home in tears.
Once i was home i cooked dinner and waited for Subin. When she got home she walked into kitchen "I made dinner" i said softly.
"I ate at theirs" she said bluntly and i nodded, i had only made a plate for her and i planned on telling her i ate before she got home. I stood up and then dealt with that food, as i tried to walk past her she stopped me
"Why would you do that.... when you left he broke.. he cried so much... Dae.. he cut himself so much and was saying he wanted to die cause he thinks you don't love him" She said and i sighed
"Subin you don't get it" I said softly
"What do you mean i dont get it? You cheated on Min Yoongi" She said catching an attitude
"Subin what you heard... i was being raped... but that doesn't matter right... and you WONT say anything about this conversation to anyone right?" i said the last part worringly, Her eyes widened and you could tell she was shocked and then she nodded
"It's you place to tell people... not mine" she said softly and i smiled before walking to my room, as soon as i got to my room and opened the door i heard her
"Who did it" I heard her say but i didn't answer and only walked into my room and shut the door behind me, i slept on the floor that night.
In the morning i didn't have anything to do since it was a weekend so i decided to go to the studio to make that break up song my mamager told me to make. After hours and hours i finally had a solid beat to work with and i finally began on the lyrivs when the door opened and my manager came in.
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I sighed, wiping my tears and standing up. I put my clothes back on and i fixed my hair, i checked the time seeing it was almost midnight. I flopped into a the chair and continued the lyrics, trying to push the thought of what had just happened to the back of my mind.
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I checked the time and saw it read 8:52pm its already sunday, i've really been in the studio for that long. I sighed as i grabbed evrything and headed to the recording studio. After i recorded that i went back into the studio and looked over everything, adding the final touches.
Innocent and delicate
I'm tired of pretending
I'm done
What are you up to? Where are you? Did you eat? Goodnight
Baby, darling, honey, I miss you
It's all useless
[Pre-Chorus]
You got me like (oh, oh, oh)
This is not a touching love story (oh, oh, oh)
No romance, no sincerity (oh, oh, oh)
I'm sorry, but I'm not sorry
From today on
[Chorus]
I'm a shining solo
I'm a shining solo
I’m going solo lo lo lo lo lo
I’m going solo lo lo lo lo lo
[Verse 2]
Used to be your girl
Now I’m used to being the GOAT
You’re sittin’ on your feelings
I’m sittin’ on my throne
I ain’t got no time for the troubles in your eyes
This time I’m only lookin’ at me, myself and I
I’m goin' solo, I’mma do it on my own now
Now that you’re alone, got you lookin’ for a clone now
So low that’s how I’m gettin’ down
Destined for this and the crown
[Pre-Chorus]
Sing it loud like (oh, oh, oh)
This is not a touching love story (oh, oh, oh)
No romance, no sincerity (oh, oh, oh)
I'm sorry, but I'm not sorry
From today on
[Chorus]
I'm a shining solo
I'm a shining solo
I’m going solo lo lo lo lo lo
I’m going solo lo lo lo lo lo
[Bridge]
After the relationship, romance, emotion
There's breakup, tears, regret, longing
I like being alone, because I should be true to myself
Like the flowing wind
Like the stars above the clouds
I want to go far away, I want to shine brightly
Now I'm going slo-mo
[Chorus]
I'm a shining solo
I'm a shining solo
I’m going solo lo lo lo lo lo
I’m going solo lo lo lo lo lo
"This sucksssssss" i groaned
"That sounds so good babygirl" His voice boomed and i cringed, i wanted to cry from his voice because of all of the memorize that came with it. The only mouth that, that word sounds good coming out of was Yoongi's.
"Im happy you obeyed like a good puppy" he said and i immediatly thought of Yoongi calling me that and it sounded oh to good, I only nodded not wanting to say anything.
"You should go home" He said and i looked up at him
"Why"
"You have school tomorrow and its late" He said stepping foward and my heart rate picked up and i started breathing hard
"Please don't" I yelped uncontrolably and his brows scrunched.
"I'll go... but remember everthing i said to you before" He said and walked to the door, i sighed a bit releavied that he didn't do it again.
"Oh... and i want you to go ahead and post that song right now" He said before walking out and shutting the door behind him. I sighed before pulling up the song again and pressing upload.
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