I just want it to be over and I could get that by telling the world what my monster of a father did to me and other kids and how my family didn't even acknowledge me . I could finely be free and get juice for every child my father killed or messed with . they couldn't stick up for themselves but I in the sure hell would , I will get juice for us and I will put my own father away without an second thought about it . and all I have to do is tell them the untold stories .