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Complete, First published Apr 08, 2016
Mature
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My books are written explicitly for a MATURE AUDIENCE.  There will be some instances/scenes/suggestions of sexual acts and will portray gay relationships between males AND will make allusion of an incestuous relationship between brothers. If you do not enjoy stories of this nature please leave now. I will not condone/defend/accept any sort of attacks on my stories, my characters or myself.

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Antonio Gage March is mourning the loss of his father and the end of his one year relationship with his boyfriend after finding him in bed with another man.
He can't do anything about his father because the man is dead, the man who's been his best friend, his hero is gone forever and there is nothing, absolutely nothing he could do to bring him back.
What hurts too is that he can't hate Terry for cheating on him because the way Terry looks at the boy, Gage wishes a man would look at him like that.
Gage is desperate to feel anything other than pain. 
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Lexus Jenner is tired of his mother forcing her dreams for him down his throat. The life she wants him to live, a job she wants him to take not once asking him if he wants any of it for himself.

When an opportunity at finding out who his father was comes at him he jumps at it, never mind the man was already dead and buried. 

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A chance encounter between Gage and Lexus leaves both men wondering, believing in love at first sight.

Everything seemed to be going in their favor, never mind that they've only known each other for a day and a night. 

That is until Gage's mother drops some news on them that had both men loathing themselves, but can't seem to regret loving each each other.
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[MxMxMxMxM] ~ Charlie Hewitt has a secret: his past is not what it seems. He's managed to keep it to himself from the age of 18, when he left home, and buried himself in his friendship with Blake Anderson. But when his best friend found himself at the mercy of cruel, dominant men, Charlie stepped up. He's never regretted his decision, and he never will. But living fearlessly is easier said than done, especially when you've lived your entire life with fear. Second-guessing every breath, every word, every touch. But the first step to recovery is admitting there's a problem. Charlie clings to the belief that that's all it will take to put him on the right path. But will it? Or will the man whose been forced into so much finally snap? [Book Two. Read 'Stay High' First] Warnings: Explicit language, sexual content, violence, 18+ only. TW: sexual abuse/harassment, suicidal thoughts, abuse (physical, emotional, mental, substance, sexual). Gun violence, death, knife violence. Stalking and kidnapping. Text copyright © YeetMyselfx 2018-Present. The moral right of the author has been asserted. All rights reserved. This story is published subject to the condition that is shall not be reproduced or retransmitted in whole or in part, in any manner, without the written consent of the copyright holder, and any infringement of this is a violation of copyright law.

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