Cazador his feeling a sudden since of guilt in regards to some of the activities he has engaged in with Astarion and the thoughts that he's had about him, and decides that he needs to end his own life. Idea by AwenBanan on Wattpad, go to his page now. I swear neither of us are racist. This is actually just an alternative ending Awen came up with to a longer fanfiction I wrote that's on ao3. Awen's whole pitch can be summarized as "Cazador kills himself with a katana because he's gay and Asian"