She used the feeling of hatred as a feeling which helped eliminate how she felt towards him before 𝐢𝐭 happened. She hated him, not because she wanted to. However because he hated her instead. She would never admit that their hatred towards on another wasn't just a mutual feeling after all. Instead, it was what had broke them apart in the beginning. All the little details about themselves also added onto the feeling of hatred. That's where toxicity arised. She hated him. She hated his infamous devilish grins. How he never addressed her politely or at all for the matter. She hated how his mere presence always managed to infuriate her. And how his ocean blue eyes always glinted with nothing but hatered whenever they locked eyes with hers. She hated how rude, obnoxiously annoying and how much of a nuisance he was. And how she noticed the way his eyes would magically lighten whenever he was angry or in pain. She hated how she let her walls down for him. And how that got her hurt in the end. Lastly, she hated how every conversation erupted in unnecessary arguments. She hated it all! He hated her. He hated her smile. And how he noticed the way her nomad eyes glinted with life from a distance. He hated how she'd play with the hems of her oversized tees or anything her hands could grasp onto whenever she was nervous. And the crappy music she'd loudly listen to and how they managed to play in his head on their own accord. He hated her sarcastic comments. And how she thought she could always outsmart him. He hated how she used her hair as a curtain whenever she hid her emotions or avoided him or anyone for that matter. He hated how she'd unknowingly stuck her tongue out in concentration. Lastly, he hated how she managed to grasp his undivided attention without having to do nothing at all. He hated it all. But then yet again, there's a thin line between love and hate, and toxicity which unfortunately led to their venin ending. copyright ©by meaninglessfairytale
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