Lavigne find herself believing in pessimistic or negative things in other situations she is facing or what her inner voice says. She have this habit to stop those negative thoughts by simply writing it down on her journal(this story). She would literally stop what she is doing and write down what she is thinking. And once she write it, the negative momentum of her thoughts will erased and the results is she is starting to become clear-headed and rational. Once she experienced having thoughts that leads her to do bad things, she just wrote it together with her opinions. ⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯ Lavigne is under the zodian sign Virgo and engaged on social media and even do interact to the people around her. But no one knows her thoughts except for herself. And then her journal starts to bloom after 17 years of being quite about what she really thinks on things that sorrounds her. This is not your kind of genre but I hope you will understand that this is more on opinions of the protagonist. Her views on life and people are more likely opinions and not your reality. ⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯ This a a journal kind of story. Good day sheetsofmae