I don't know about you but I've always wanted to be famous and have a famous boyfriend and live that perfect life that everybody really wants. I definitely didn't get that, to be honest I'm still not sure what I've got but at least I think I'm happy (for now). I certainly did better than what I thought I'd end up with. But, you''l understand this later, I dream, indefinitely. My story isn't whats normally in books or in the news because this is different and, well, you always want what you haven't got. -L x