This is a story of a character ive been technically developing independently for over 17 years, this oc was made when i was 6 years old and im 22 as of writing this. Technically it is a sans au x oc story but much longer and much more about the oc. im not writing her story for respectability or for anyone else. Her story is very similar to mine and i want to show the raw and honest emotions associated and hope that maybe her story of perseverance towards a happy and peaceful life despite all the push backs and pain she has experienced will inspire someone else the way she inspired me. i dont know how to begin to summarize this story so just know you'll know everything in due time and what you dont learn, didnt matter. This is a rated pg-16 to R story and should not be read if you are under the age 16 without parental consent. heres some topic warnings(will be updated as i go along); extreme violence, blood and gore, rape/sexual assault(mentioned non-explicitly in passing), alcohol/substance abuse/addiction, major/minor/child character death, very consistent swearing/sexual/vulgar language, bigotry/hate crimes, (mild) disordered eating, domestic abuse, torture, Vomiting(not Ed related) and suicide/murder. this will not include any endorsement of bigotry or the harm of others, illegal and harmful actions and dose not contain sexual gore. Not every relationship present, no matter familial/platonic/romantic/adversarial, is meant to be good representation of healthy relationships and abusive relationships will not be romantized or sexualized as "taboo dark romance". Abusive and harmful relationships have taken lives due to normalization and this story, though dark in nature, will not be a contributor to that phenomenon. Please proceed with caution and while in a place to read potentially triggering events. Put your comfort first. this is the story of my oc; a native and white, highly intelligent, bisexual, neurodivergent woman in todays world and fantasy. Be aware.