'As my soul left my body, 'All I could think about is that I deserved it. If I was never born mother would be happy. the look of hatred on her face broke my heart more than any knife could. I didn't care about anything I didn't care about anyone but as soon as you looked at me with that gaze of disgust. I felt so empty. ... I don't like these feelings. It always gets in the way of stuff. ... It doesn't matter, if you hate me all I want is for you to be happy. I didn't tell you the reason why I always walked to the house with bruises. Just so you didn't worry. I told you that I fell down the stairs at school. that's not what really happened. ... I tried my best, in school but I could never get good grades. I went to therapy but, I don't think I need it. Now that I am dead, you can finally be free mother. You don't have to carry the burden of seeing me hurt, anymore. ... I wanted to die. ... So I want to know. why, am I still alive and in another World. but I won't kill myself. I have a new little sister that I have to protect. I will protect her just like you protected me all those years. ... At any cost. ... It doesn't matter who I have to kill. I will protect her. Even if it costs me my life. but it seems that I have made friends along the way? And admirers? what is wrong with all of you!? My name is Naruto Uzumaki and I'm going to be Hokage believe it. OC POV: okay. "Tears and rain, fall down on my face, my body is unable to stay, yet my heart is unwilling to leave." OC POV: good for you emo duck. Stay away from Sasuke-kun!!! OC POV: okay Bubblegum b**** "Sometimes I wish I was a cloud. ... OC POV: And sometimes I wish I could kill the Hoka- "..." Sasuke-Kun!!! OC POV: another fangirl, I feel bad for him. Would you like a chip. thank you? A smile is the best way to get through something even if it's fake. that's true I guess. ... why are there people stalking me? whatever. as long as they don't hurt my little sister I don't care.