She changed my life for an instant. I loved her more than myself. I vowed to adore her until the end of my last breath. I would die just to be with her because she is my life, but what if she will go to the light would I have the courage to call her and be with me or have the strength to let her go and rest. I know God gave us permit to be together. I also know its hard but I'm still thankful that destiny and God worked together just to make our story a bit interesting and worth a fight.