"Now what are you writing?" I asked. "Oh just this" she said and showed me it. She wrote BEFORE YOU EXIT with the arrow coming up from the U to the R. "It's lovely" I said and she smiled. She then started writing something again. "Now what are you writing?" I started to look over at it but she covered it up so I couldn't see it. "You can't see it until the day I die" she said. "Why?" "Just because" Disclaimer: This is a fanfic and honestly I hope nothing in this story happens to Connor or anyone else. Updates every Tuesday This story contains self harm which I do not encourage in any way shape or form. If you are uneasy with ready this than I suggest you do not read this story.