I wanted to tell a story that I wanted to hear, one that everyone I know should hear. I wanted to write a story that would impact others, make them learn different perspectives on life. One that could save a life, or teach someone how to. One that would make you feel things; Love, hatred, depression, joy, etc. So here it is. **WARNING SOME PARTS MAY BE TRIGGERING.** if you know you won't be able to read some parts, you should stop reading as soon as it comes up. I'll understand, and even if I don't understand, I'll try to. Because I want to.