I feel like I've been in the same relationship for years.... Back and fourth make up and break up. I know what youre thinking and saying. Jewel why don't you just leave the guy? Here's the thing I've tried we both have it got to the point where we moved different states, changed numbers, blocked all contact all together...... But we always find a way back together.... it's like I can't escape him.... Jewel is my drug I'm an addict when it comes to her.. Since high school we been like this and you would think it's sweet.... It really isn't this girl is a drug she makes me feel so amazing but destroys me from the inside out... I'm no better either I've made her cry and loose her cool altogether. My friends say Lucas just forget about the chick.. God how I wish it was that easy....