I leave and I turn my head to look at him again. But the door was already closed. Why did I care so much? We barely even know each other. I have to get him out of my head. I'm with Harry and I plan on staying with him. He's such an angel. I head back to class. I sit back down next to Harry as Hermione and Ron are on the other side of him.
*The bell rings*
I get up. "I'm gonna go study at my dorm I have. a big test I'll see u later," I say to Harry.
"Ok bye," Harry says.
"Bye!" I say as I kiss his cheek but before I leave I turn around and see Harry blush and I smile. I go back to my dorm and start studying. 10 minutes into studying I hear a knock at my door. I go up and answer it.
"Hey Sarah," Says Tom
"Tom I'm busy right now you should go," I say still angry at him.
"Ok ya I get that but I just wanted to say I was sorry for how I treated you earlier. I was really tired and I wasn't feeling well." He says and I can tell he actually meant it.
"Ya it's whatever but I really have to get studying I have a test tomorrow..." I say slowly cause all I could think about was kissing him.
"ok bye then," he says.
"wait tom," I say
he turns back around facing me
"Can you help me study I'm having a hard time..." truly I just wanted him to be with me somehow I don't care how just somehow.
"ya sure," he says as he walks in.
I sit on my desk while he sits on my bed and I start studying.
"Hey, can you help me pronounce this?" I say pointing at my textbook.
"Ya sure," he says as he peaks over.
"Amortentia it's a spell that you can smell, You smell what attracts you, like a crush or someone that you're in love with," he says but all I did was stare at him I didn't look at my textbook all I did was stare at him. I don't know what came over me but I got up and just kissed him. he put his hands around my waist it felt perfect. his hands were soft on my waist and when he kissed me his lips were soft and I didn't want to stop. but then I remembered Harry. I pull away.
"I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that," I say apologizing
"no it's fine don't worry I won't tell anyone," he says. But he sounds like he wants to do it again. Don't get me wrong so do I but I'm dating Harry and I'm not one to cheat on someone else.
he leaves. I flop on my bed and I sigh loudly. why did I do that? Why did I want to do that so badly? There's something about him that attracts me. I don't know what it is though...