~Y/N POV~
We're currently against Date Tech, Me and Noya were switching in and out during the game but then after he missed the ball, his mood changed...He acted cold towards me...I usually receive the ball safely but when I dived down,my scraped knee opened up and started to bleed so Noya had to fill in for me.....
Asahi...He gave up...We lost...After that we went back to school and we were cleaning up the Gym, Noya got angry at Asahi...I tried to calm him down
"You can say that! ONLY BECAUSE YOU WERENT BEING COMPARED TO SOMEONE!" He yelled at me 'I'm breaking up with you!Your Nothing Compared to Yua!' I was reminded of him...He was gonna leave me too...I wanted to cry but I felt empty...I wanted to scream but nothing came out...I wanted to do something but I felt weak...I fell to the ground with a stone faced expression
"I thought you were different..." I mumbled he was being held back because he tried to hit me, "Thank You for making me realize that I still don't deserve happiness...." I stood up and walked to the bench,took my things and opened the gym door,my body felt weak,I fell to the ground "Y/N!" Ryu yelled "I'm fine...I don't feel anything...Ryu?Why Don't I feel anything?" I asked him and everyone's eyes widened, I stood up and stumbled my way to the principal's office to give in my work for the next months I'm gone, I was going to be in Tokyo with Tetsu and Kozu.
I ran home as fast as I could and locked myself in my room.
"Why can't I feel anything?"
"I want to feel something."
"I can't..."
I wasn't thinking straight and I grabbed a blade and harmed my wrists,tears flew out my eyes but I couldn't feel anything! My phone rang and it was Ryu,I picked up
"Ryu..."
"Y/N! Where are you!?"
"Ryu...I'm sorry...I didn't mean to, I wasn't thinking and I grabbed a blade...I'm really sorry..."
"What!? Y/N! Drop the blade now!"
"My wrists are bleeding Ryu...What do I do?"
"Open your door Y/N! I'm coming!"
"I can't stand...I'm too weak...Ryu I'm sorry, I didn't mean to...Ryu..."
"Don't worry Y/N...It's gonna be alright..."
"I just wanted to feel something...I'm sorry..."
"I'm on my way.Where are you in the house?"
"I'm in my room...My floor has my blood...My wrists are bleeding,The blade is covered in blood...Ryu...I'm sorry..."
"Y/N..."
"I'll call you later Ryu...If I don't bleed to death..." I ended the call, I sat there in silence...
~Ryu's POV~
'She ended the damn call!' I ran out the Gym but I knew I can't handle Y/N alone so Suga, Daichi and Kiyoko came along, we ran to Y/N's house, we went through a window and headed straight to Y/N's room, We came in and Y/N was on the floor, Bleeding but she was expressionless while tears cascaded down her cheeks
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"Y/N!" I yelled as I ran and sat beside her
"Ryu...I'm really sorry...I wasn't thinking and I grabbed the blade...I didn't want to turn Numb....Ryu...I'm so sorry..." she kept saying sorry,she was pale and cold, I searched her room for one of her Medical Bags and I found one in her closet, Daichi carried her to the kitchen counter and Suga and Kiyoko started preparing some food, I bandaged her wrists up and she was silent while we were waiting for the food.
"I'm really Sorry..." she said
"Never do that again..." Kiyoko said as she fed Y/N some food, Y/N just nodded
"I'm leaving...I did my school work in advance..." Y/N said
"Where are you going?" Suga asked
"I'll be staying in Tokyo with some friends..." she stated
"When are you coming back?" Daichi asked
"Whenever I want...Most probably the start of Second Year but maybe after a week,I'll go back to Tokyo..." she said
"Be careful...Call us if you need anything..." I said as I rubbed her back and she just nodded.
"Keep us updated so we won't worry about you...." Suga stated and Y/N nodded,
We spent the night at Y/N's place, we helped her pack up and made sure she wouldn't do anything again, We were all worried about her.
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