Dayvon Bennett pov
Tuesday 8/22
I ain't been to asleep all night . All I kept thinking about was yesterday . I created an entire scenario of me fucking durks sister and the worst part about it is that I wish it was real. The whole ride to drop her off I was quiet and barely said two words to her because I was afraid I would make that shit real , and I know she would go for it .
It's not normal for a man to be around a fine ass female and be banned from fucking her . This gotta be some kind of sin . Durk going to hell .
"Wassup von , you talk to Durk today ?" Juju asks as I try to speed passed them to walk in the crib .
"No damn ! " I snap " he not my daddy I can fuck who I want ITS MY HEAD " I yell . Juju looks at me confused and I realize how crazy I just sounded . I look at Cisco and shake my head walking in the house .
This hoe got me bugging out . She got me ducking a dodging Durk and shit like he the police . I haven't answered his phone calls or texts all morning and been snapping Everytime some one bring up his name .
I need some pussy ASAP . So I can stop thinking about ...
"You fucked Kennedy didn't you ? "
I shoot my head up and see juju standing in front of me . "What boy ?!" I yell
"Look at you , acting like a crack head shaking and shit. I can't believe you" he shakes his head "did you use a condom ? "
"Look " I stop to close the door so no one could hear us "I didn't fuck her " I tell him "I thought about it though . A good ass thought "
"What you mean by a good ass thought ? " he questions
"Like a vision nigga we was kissing and slobbing and fucking . I even saw a vision of her titties nigga and I'm 99% sure that that's what they really look like " I explain getting a little excited talking about it
"Hmm " He started "were they big ? " he asks
"Yeah .. I mean I guess average size " I shrug
" you touch them ? How did they feel ? "
I look at him and shake my head " get out fucking pervert "
"I'm tryna paint a picture man damn " he laughs " look you gotta stay away from her dude Durk gone - "
"I know I know he gone kill me . But he keep bringing her around dawg making me feel all weird and shit "
"I was gone say he gone be hurt , but yeah that to . "
"I just don't know what to do man " I palm my face
"Wow you really stressed bout this shit " he laughs " look I can call Asian and have her distract you "
"Man no that bitch a hoe " I wave him off
"I said a distraction not a consort "
"I don't know what that mean but I do know that ion want her "
"Okay what about jordie ? " he asks
"Who ? "
"The girl you fucked the other day " he sighs . I look at him still confused . Ain't no telling who I fucked the other day . I don't even remember what I ate the other day . "From the burger spot " he explains
"Man no " I yell realizing who he was talking about "and how in the hell do you know all my hoes? "
"Cause I fuck em after you "He laughs . Couldn't tell if he was joking or not so I just shake my head.
" I'm calling Asiannnnn " he sings
"Not for meeee" I sing back . His Goofy ass .
Kennedy banks POV
"Kennedy I'm finna fire you " Daniel tells me.
" why ? I'm sick " I laugh then fake cough
"just cause your boss is your boyfriend don't mean you can miss all these hours . You don't get special treatment "
"Oh shut up I told you I was coming in for night shift " I wave him off
"Yeah you better be there or your fired , unless you wanna give me something to make up for all these missed shifts " he hints while smirking
"Fire me " I smirk . He rolls his eyes and starts to laugh .
"See you later babe " he says giving me a kiss .
"Bye "
After he leaves I get up and take a shower , then do my hair . I've been trying to keep a positive spirit but honestly I haven't been feeling like myself lately . I've been fake smiling and walking around like everything's okay but Being in this house with Daniel is reminding me that I don't have anything of my own , and when Durk showed me how hes rapping and trying to better himself . I decided that it's time for me to take life into my own hands .
So today I'm going apartment hunting with Him . Something affordable and cute just so I can have something for myself , and feel like I'm not just living off of someone else . Even if it is my 'boyfriend '
I know durks been living with India but I i still want him to feel like he has somewhere to go if he ever gets kicked out . All we have is each other at the end of the day and I never want him to think he's depending on anyone else like me .
"Hey Ken Ken " Durk says as he gets in the car .
"Goodmorning Durk are you excited? " I chirp
"Yeah " he says dryly . I look at him weirdly seeing how his energy was down .
"Well I got us some chicken " I say hoping that it cheered him up since we were both fat kids at heart .
"That's wassup " he mumbles .
I drive a little bit before pulling over in front of the first apartment we were going to look at And grab our food and give it to him . I figured he was just in a bad mood because he was hungry But he didn't take it .
"Durk what's wrong with you ? " I ask before biting into my food .
"Nothing ken "
"Yes it is , you being all dry and quiet . What's going on ?" I ask and he shakes his head "why you not eating your chicken then ? " I pout
He looks over at me and sighs . "She pregnant ken " I pause midway into biting a piece of my chicken
"India ?" I question
"Yes man " he huffs palming his face . I sigh then pull him in for a hug . "What the fuck we gone do ? I can't have a baby right now . I'm just figuring out what I want to do in life "
"Did y'all get a test or are you just assuming ? " I ask him
"When I left the studio we went to the hospital because she was throwing up and had bad cramps and they tested her " he explains . Damn that's official .
I rub his back and shake my head "maybe this what you need Durk , maybe you need something to work harder for so you can really push your dreams " I tell him . I really believe that's what he needs . It's even what I need . Not necessarily a baby but just a push so that we can have extra motivation.
"But damn ken ! " he yells frustrated "I got hella karma , I'm not trying to bring a child into this world knowing all the dirt I've done "
"So what are you going to do Durk ? " I ask hoping he made the right decision . He looks over at me and then looks away . That gave me the answer I needed it .