Y/n- mom truth or dare?
Mom- truth !
Jk- mom take dare pls
Mom- no , I saw what type of dare u all give, so I will choose truth only. Yn ask
Y/n- describe me 😊
Mom- hm.. so u r a sweet , quite girl. Cursing is Ur habbit. An illegal girl. Hates dresses & heels . Loves Indian tradition. Violence is always walking with u. Always overlooked. Rules are made for u to break. violence is all u know, nothing ever new. People hate u cause they ain't u. & It's the truth. Always Respect elders. that's all. But there are still things I wanna say but it's 12:00 so all should sleep now. Y/n show Ur brothers their room.
My brothers??? Seriously????
Yn- follow me.
I stood up & made my way not even checking my back if they are coming or not.
Y/n- jungkook & taehyung , in this room. 1st switch is for A.C 2nd for sealing fan & 3rd for charging.
Then I went to the 2nd guest room.
Y/n- jimin & hoseok , here. 1st switch for charging, 2nd switch for A.C & 3 Rd for sealing fan.
Then I made my way in my room.
Y/n- namjoon & yoongi in my room. 1st switch for sealing fan 2nd charging &3rd for A.C . Don't switch on the 4th switch.
Namjoon- why?
Yn- because it is fused. & Ya don't touch anything without my permission. Keep that in Ur hell mind.
Suga- what if we do?
Yn- u know right what things I m capable of?
Suga- me too.
Yn- u to!
I said as rasied my eyebrows & walked closer to him.
Yn- know what!
Roses are red
Violets are blue
& What the f*CK do u think
U can do?
Suga- I can do anything
Yn- but can't do anything to the queen.
Saying that I walked to my wardrobe & grabbed my guitar, Mike .
Rm- where are u going?
Yn- nowhere! Why?
Rm- then why u grabbed this?
Yn- cause I m gonna record for my channel.
Rm- um.. what is Ur channel name?
Yn- mind Ur own business
Rm- what it's Ur channel name?
Yn- hell no.
Suga- Ice music & dance.
Rm- is it that?
Suga-yup
Yn- bullshit
Saying that I walked out of the room & went outside the house.
Timeskip
3 hours later, 3:00 am
Finally I edited all the vedio , now let's upload it.
I know my actions in this vedio are so funny , but I was in a good mood. So I recorded it in this way.
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hen this is my English cover of blackpink how u like that. & Down is my English cover of blackpink kill this luv.
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his one song I covered something last week but forgot to upload.
I still remember me & yeonjun used to sing thing song .
After I uploaded the song I got notification of a comment by Kim namjoon in NO
What the comments say:
Kim namjoon
The best cover I have heard for this song!!!! 😋
What did he meant man!!!
Timeskip
20 mins later , 3:20am
I stood up & went inside the house & made coffee & when I was coming back I got a scrach on my left arm & it started to bleed. I just kept my hand on the wound. Then I heard dad's voice.
Dad- it hurts right!? Let me treat it.
Yn- huh? U r still awake?
Dad- yay let me treat it.
Yn- I think it would be a bad idea.
Dad /mr.kim/ Ji-hon pov
Yn- I think it would be bad idea.
Dad- let me do it.
She then removed her hand from her left arm & I was shocked to see blue blood.
Jihon- u-u
Yn- I m not a vamp , it's just poison. That also this poison is just in my left arm.
Jihon- how can I believe u?
Yn- wait then
Saying that she took out a knife
& Made a cut on her right arm & in that arm the blood was red in colour
Jihon- how?
Yn pov
Jihon- how?
Yn- well
I then told him the whole story of hyun.
Jihon- oh sorry
Yn- why are u saying sorry?
Jihon- u should eat more food if u wanna get raid of this poison.
Yn- well truly I don't wanna get raid of this.
Jihon- strange!
Yn- yup I m .
Jihon- yn why don't u trust boys?
Yn- well it is just that ..... I don't trust them. I accepted u but not them.
Jihon- but why not them?
Yn- well even if I accept them they won't accept me.
Jihon- they will .
Yn- dad I m just useless. I doesn't matter in this world. People just compare me with others. They just use me. People just want grades & reputation . Nothing else, & so on , people just see my mistakes not my problems or sadness , they just see me as a badass girl but never tried to find this hurted & lonely girl inside this mask of badass. For me the word " fine " means,
F- fading away slowly,
I-inscure ,
N- nobody loves & wants me,
E- extremely dipressed.
I m just living under depression, anxiety , guilt, hopelessness , numbness, emptiness , sadness & regret . That's all.
Jihon- u matter, no matter what others people may say , u matter. Always know what I said is true. I do care, I believe in u, I m rooting for you. Don't quit on urself, don't hurt urself saying those Harsh words. U worth the world & nobody wants u suffering. This is not the end, the way u feel will pass . people's mind will change. Things will change. We love u & are always there for you. Do not do something permanent over something temporary . U are better than that. All stars needs to see darkness before the light.
Yn- dad, thanks.
Jihon- huh? Why?
Yn- u made me realise my importance in this world.
Jihon- wlc sweet heart.
Suddenly my phone rang.
Yn- dad just wait a min.
Dad- sure take the call.
I picked the call.
Call
Yn- yes Eunbin what happened?
Eunbin- yn there will he one more child in the orphanage. & The child will get shifted from other orphanage.
Yn- when will the kid come?
Eunbin- today something at 10:00 in the morning.
Yn- hm ok I will come at 6:00 & is my prince terry awake?
Eunbin- yup taehyun is & from when he is saying me to hand him the class.
Yn- well give him
Taehyun- noona!!!
Yn- happy 9th birthday my dear Prince Terry .
Taehyun- thanks noona. Saranghaeyo
Yn- saranghaeyo
Taehyun- when will u come
Yn- at 5 & why are u still awake?
Taehyun-to talk with you noona
Yn- oh my lil Terry. Go sleep now
Taehyun-to ok noona as u say , night night.
Yn- night night bye take care
With that I hung up.
Yn- sorry for taking for a long
Jihon- it's ok , well who was the one u wishing?
Yn- well my lil Prince Terry. His name is Taehyun. He is my teacher of weird things.
Jihon-what?
Yn- well mom told u right sometimes I go total weird. Like jumping on her & hugging her tightly until she run out of air. Talking with dead chicken or fish which is served in my plate & Many more.
Jihon- well she told me but I didn't believed her.
Yn- well u need to be ready.
Jihon-for what?
Yn- as I accepted u so this weird things will be done with u too.😉
Jihon- well I m always ready.
Well where do he live?
Yn- actually he is orphan & lives in orphanage.
Jihon-same orphanage as urs?
Yn- no my orphanage is in Thai.
Jihon-oh I see
Yn- well the orphanage is own & run by Ren & zelo . Both are siblings. Me & mom always go there & the children are like my second family.
Jihon- well I would also like to visit there.
Yn- well I will be leaving at 5:00 so let me make breakfast for mom & others.
Dad- so early?
Yn- well mom wakes at 5:30 so ya.
Dad- well I will help u.
Timeskip
Well I made breakfast & dad helped me & now I need to get ready for going to orphanage.