He was hanging out with her again. Don't get me wrong, I love seeing him happy. Laughing heard through my headphones. Seeing them grin whenever they see each other. I just look out the window, wondering if I was in the right universe.
He and I talk just fine until she joins the call. Then I get quiet and leave, before I hear how amazing she is. Sad thing is, she is perfect. Pretty, funny, even talks cute. And yet I have grown to dislike her. I don't hate her. Well, maybe slightly.
A knock at my door. I throw my headphones off, and hope I didn't break them again. I don't care, though. Why bother. I open the door to reveal a girl barely taller than me. Just an inch.
"Hey," I said, avoiding eye contact.
"Hi," her soft voice said. I feel bad for disliking her, but it doesn't matter anymore. Just a few days. I open the door wider to allow her in. "You're wondering why I am here, well... I thought you could do my makeup, maybe? We haven't talked much so.."
I hesitated. My eyes glared in the slightest at her, before I lifted my chin and brung my pride up. "I can. What for?" My tone could cut a wrist. It could slice a throat. It still was not the worst, though. "Sorry, that was probably rude. What do you need makeup for," I asked softer, but still remained venom.
"Just a simple stream with Will," she smiled. That sickeningly sweet smile. I responded with a simple sure and showed her to a nicely lit room. She sat down and I pulled out makeup that I never bothered with, and started working on her face. I hummed a simple tune whilst doing this, so that I would not seem like a killer... you know, basic stuff.
"That should be all." A mirror was handed over.
A smile spreaded on her face. "I really like it! You should do makeup tutorials or something."
I faked a great big smile and thanked her. "You should get going, I had planned on streaming in half an hour."
"Okay, see you!" Her smile spread to her tone and I closed the door behind her before letting out a groan. I started going up to my bedroom and sat against the door. I heard my phone go off a few times, before ringing. I rolled my eyes and hugged myself. The room was freezing, and my heart was frozen over. I had helped the girl I didn't want to. Lovely. I reached for my phone but it fell further. Again, quite lovely. I stretched to grab it and the texts I saw made me pause.
Will <3
Y/n, are you going to stream?
It's 20 minutes late...
y/n?
missed call
Y/n answer me.
I'm coming over. read 6:37 pm.
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I hummed and leaned back up to the door. I heard somebody walking towards my room and then the steps stopped. "Y/n, I know you are in there. You've been so distant. What happened to my friend?" I tried to not say anything. It was difficult. "What happened?"
"She's..."
"She's?"
I thought for a second. I finally said something. "Wilbur. You don't get it."
"What don't I get?"
"Everything. My distance. My coldness. Everything. My heart once had blood, and now it has ice. My brain once had books, now it has only words. My mouth once had honey and now... now it's just a knife." I heard struggle come from trying to open my door, before a sliding sound was heard.
"Is it too much to ask for to keep you as my friend? Do you have to leave everyone?" My fingers curled and I stared into the reflection of the window. "I just want my friend back and.. she isn't willing to be..." His sad tone broke my heart. I loved him to be happy. It hurt me when he was hurt.
"I think you prefer her anyways. Just hang out with her. I overcomplicate things. She doesn't."
"I don't-"
A/N : Cursing warning(one word)
"Of course you fucking don't. You were too blind to see that I wanted to be the only one. She came along and ruined- I ruined this. I made all this happen, and look at us now. Broken shards of pots, trying to reconnect. We are just going to break again and again. Let me go."
Silence was all I heard.
"Stay with her, Will. Just let me leave." And to that, I heard his footsteps fade.
hey here is that author note thing.. i had over 700 words in this chapter, wow. should i do a part two of this, or should i leave it at this? please comment to let me know. anyways, see you next chapter. also my thing is no caps now here don't mind it. :)