I was rolling over my bed...I had this uneasy feeling that I couldn't shrugg off..
After 2 days Coal's whole deal thing is going to happen...idk much but Ik he Smuggling weapons or drugs maybe and it is a dangerous task...
Sunlight was falling from the window on to the book I was reading but wasn't paying attention to
My thoughts were plagued by him
God I act like such a high school girl
I haven't talked to him since the last time we met...I should call him
I picked up my phone and a caller id popped up...
Cole...I smiled
I picked up
"Hi" he said...his voice was raspy and sexy..I think he was sleeping...I couldn't help but imagine his sleeping figure in bed...he would look cute and heavenly
"Hi" I smiled inhumanely wide
"What r u doing" he asked
"I was just going to call u" I said playing with my hair
"Oh" he chuckled
"Cole" I said laying on my back
"Hmm" he hummed
"I...i miss u" I signed...he must be thinking im so clingy we just met few days ago
"I miss u more" he said after a pause
"Can we..." I paused...no he must be busy...I can't just ask him to meet me whenever I want
"Umm...nothing" I said quietly
"Tell me" he asked his voice was so deep I could hear him talk all day
"No u must be busy" I said
"Im not...not for u"
This boy I facepalmed mentally
"I was thinking...maybe we could meet" I asked hesitantly
"Yes...I would like that very much" He said
"Where do u wanna meet" he asked quickly
"I don't wanna go outside...I feel kinda feverish" I said hoping he would take the hint
"Oh...so maybe we can meet at my place" ughh...his friends r gonna be there I wanna be with him alone...and seeing the last time I don't want anything disastrous like that to happen
"If that's okay with u" he asked when I didn't say anything
"Uh...I was thinking maybe we could meet at my place" I said biting my nails
He didn't say anything for a while
"What if your dad sees us" he asked...I knew he was thinking about him
"He is at work...he won't"
"Okay...I'll be there..bye" he said cutting the call in hurry...
He didn't even ask the addre- oh ya...right he has followed me home several times...that...isn't creepy at all
I mean it should be but for some reason its not for me...he missed me and he wanted to see me so he did this
He does creepy thing but he isn't creepy at all...or maybe I don't find him creepy becuz im head over heels for him
But if I really think about this...think about us we r weird and I still love us
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Cole's p.o.v
Wow...she was thinking about me too
"Someone blushing too much" Ellery commented
"Someone needs to shut up" I said shoving my phone back in my pocket
Ellery giggled
Im scared to go to her house...if her father saw us...both of us r gonna be in great trouble but I would do anything to meet her
"U should wear something casual" Aidan said from behind..I was rummaging through the closet...
"Ughh its filled with suits and suits only" Aidan signed shoving me away and searching for something
"I only go out for meetings and work that's why I have this many suits uk that" I explained to him folding my hand
"Uk what wear my black hoodie" He said going out of the door...
I walked back into the closet to search for black jeans...after few minutes Aidan came back with a plain black hoodie
"Thanks" I smiled at him
"Go tap that ass my hunk boi" he pointed his finger at me winking
"Jesus Aidan we aren't even dating yet" I scolded him...what is wrong with him
"Im just sayinnn"
He chuckled and left the room
I slipped into the black jeans and hoodie
I grabbed the keys and went into the hall
As I was about to open the door to leave
Ellery came into the hall shouting
"What now im getting late" I said
She didn't say anything and starter spraying a perfume...I forgot to spray perfume so I didn't stop her
"Its your first time going at her place so u might as well make a good impression" she smiled
"With perfume?" I raised an eyebrow
"Yes with perfume" she imitated me
"Girls love nice smelling boys u should know" she said smelling the perfume "perfect" she clasped her hand
It smelled like chocolate
It was good
Aidan came running from the kitchen towards us
"My man" he said coming closer to hug me
He slided his hand into my pocket
"Ur gonna need this" he said patting my back
I slided my hand to look at it
"AIDAN" I shouted as I pulled out a condom
Ellery gasped smiling "i didn't know u guys were....close" she commented
"We are NOT" I exclaimed
"We aren't even dating yet" i said shoving that in Aidan's hand
"Im leaving bye" I said annoyed
"Bye best of luck" Ellery shouted
I shook my head and smiled...I don't need parents as long as I have these two idiots
I started my car and drove towards her house....I wonder what she must be doing...If anyone see me there im dead
But its gonna be worth it
I missed her so much when I ran away from Bethlehem...I didn't want to leave like that but I had no choice or time to explain everything to her...knowing her she would have insisted me to stay
She believes in right side of the law..she has heart of gold...she believes that police are gonna come and save the day whenever there is any problem...well for her they will but for people like us its not the same
When I ran away It took me 3 months to track Jaden...he didn't want to be tracked he was just taking his revenge...these 4 months were torture for me...being without Amy and Emily
It broke me...but now everything's going to be alright...I have Emily and soon I'll be with my baby sister
I would never let her leave my side ever again.
Tears threatened to fall but I squeezed my eyes...I can't let Em see me cry
I reached her home and pulled my hood to hide my face...
I knocked on her door and soon she opened
She popped her head out to see if anyone's watching or not...after checking she pulled me in her house closing the door behind
"Hi" she jumped on me...I hugged her tightly...I felt her digging her head in the crook of my neck and inhaling my scent..I guess Elle's perfume worked
I sniffled her strawberry hair...god how much I love her smell
We were lost in each other's embrace...
She pulled away slowly looking down
"I missed u" she whispered..I smiled warmly...
I don't remember smiling before I met her...in Bethlehem I was daily beaten to death...so I had pretty much nothing to smile about and for those 4 excruciating months I was numb
But when I saw her again...she lit up my world...she has absolutely no idea how much she mean to me...I...I love her.. so fucking much
I realised We were staring intently into each other's eyes...I chuckled as I looked away
She smiled too...god she is so beautiful
Her innocent eyes and her plum perfect lips...I'd die for her
She has her hair in a tight ponytail...she is wearing a crop top and shorts hugging her body exposing her perfect curves
The urge to touch them increased but I shrugged...what am I even thinking
"Come I'll show u my room" she said placing her delicate hands into mine..my hand looked ugly compared to her...it has bruising from all the fights I had to put up in Bethlehem..her hands were soft while mine were so rough....she is so beautiful i don't know if I deserve to even be with her
We climbed the stairs and entered her room she walked to her bed and sat on the edge...fresh lavender aroma filled the room...it was a grey and black themed room and it was beautiful
"Your room is nice" I complimented
She turned her head to me sitting on the bed looking up as my figure towered over her...she looked at me with such innocence and longing
My mind wandered to all the dark places...I couldn't help but imagine my hand between her tangled dark hair while she- Stop...stop Cole what is wrong with u
She patted softly next to her signaling me to sit
I sat next to her slowly as the bed dipped
"U look beautiful today" I said admiring her face
"Thanku" she said softly
I placed my hand onto hers...it was warm...it was burning
"Ur burning Em" I furrowed my eyebrow
I placed my hand on her forehead to check her temperature...her forehead was hot too
"U have fever" I said she nodded weakly..she is sick
Her eyes were dazed a little
"I should take u to the doctor" I said getting up but she grabbed my hand
"Im fine...we can't go to doctor uk" she blinked weakly...im seriously starting to get worried
"Okay...then...we can call the doctor to come here" I suggested..she shook her head
"The neighbour will see the doctor and tell dad...they r his friends...he is gonna come rushing here" she said
"U r really sick em" I said holding both her hand
" let's go to my house I can call the doctor there" I said pulling out my car keys
She thought for a second and nodded her head
I pulled her up slowly and walked down the stairs to the car...she was slightly dizzy from high fever
I started the car and drove as fast I could
We reached there in few minutes and I held out my hand for her....she looked at my hand blinking slowly...she looked tired...shit she can't even walk
I picked her up in my arms...her soft body pressed against mine giving me more comfort than I've ever felt in my life before...she rested her head on my chest holding my cloth tightly...my hands were holding her bare thighs...she is so hot...literally hot
I walked up the stairs...she turned her head to take in the surrounding...
"This isn't...your house" she said looking up..we entered my room
"This is my other house...I live here alone" I said placing her on my bed
I was about to walk away to call the doctor but she gripped my hoodie...
I turned towards her
"Stay" she whispered
I couldn't help but feel protective for her
She is so precious..
I kissed her hand and picked my phone from the table to call the doctor
I walked back towards my bed and sat next to her....
"I feel cold" she said holding my hand
I pulled the blanket over her...she held them tightly...I hesitantly forwarded my hand to caress her hair...she let me
I sided her soft hair behind her ear
She closed her eyes..holding my other hand tightly
People r supposed to place cold wet towel over feverish people head..I've seen Aidan doing that
I got up and walked into the kitchen
I grabbed a bowl filled with cold water and a small towel
I walked back into the bedroom...she was still awake...I thought she fell asleep
I sat beside her placing the bowl on table
I dipped the towel in the water and squeezed the water out...I gently placed it over her forehead...she flinced
"Its cold" she complained
"It is supposed to be" I said
After few minutes of continuing it..I stood up to bring more cold water
"Cole" she called from behind..my name sounded so much better coming from her mouth
"Yeah" I walked towards her
She shifted backwards on the bed and pulled the sheets away to expose the bed
Is she...does she want me to- to lay with her?
I walked back to the bed and sat facing her...she patted gently and smiled
She's so cute
Without thinking twice I slipped in...I'd be lying if I said I wasn't dying to
As I pulled the sheets over us she came closer to me snaking her arm around my torso...I gasped
She shifted away quickly
"Sorry" she said looking at my reaction
I cursed internally
"No no...its okay...c'mere" I pulled her by her waist..she smiled...our faces were inches away
I looked at her features...her eyes were intoxicating...any man would be lucky to have her
I wish I could be that man
I remember seeing her in that cafe that night in black dress...with a man....who was he...was she on a date
"Em" I said she hummed in response
"When we met that day at cafe...u were with someone....who was he" I asked looking at her messy hair....the strands were looking golden from the sunlight passing through them
I held her waist a little tightly waiting for her response...she rubbed my back unconsciously....it was so soothing
She calms me...
"I...he- we were" she stuttered...I knew what she was gonna say but I stayed silent
"We were on a date" she said nervous look forming on her face
I didn't say anything...i didn't know what to say....my heart felt heavy
She is dating someone
"What's his name" was all I could ask
"I don't remember" she shook her head
"It was-it didn't matter Cole....dad and Kelly set me up....I went only for them...they were worried about me being alone" she paused looking down
"When u left...I didn't want to talk to anybody...I just worked...I only talked to Kel once in a while" she said
"Why" I asked
She looked at me...she was upset
"I thought u- U only used me to get what u want...and I didn't want to be used again" she said in an inaudible voice
The guilt I felt was immeasurable...I would never use her...I can't
But I did....And I didn't think twice about her...I pointed gun at her 2 times
Im so fucking stupid
"Im sorry Em" I whispered...I don't deserve her...she cared so much about me even when she barely knew me...
"Its okay Cole...u came back...u risked your life to meet me" she held my hand under the cover
"Thanku" her voice was soft and so soothing to my ear...I smiled she returned it beautifully
She shifted closer to me and buried her head in my chest...the butterflies in my stomach were uncontrollable
I never felt this way about anyone before
God I love her so much...im gonna tell her...not now...but soon
A knock was heard
"It must be the doctor" I said quietly
She nodded her head still pressed against me...Jesus she is so cute...I seriously don't wanna get up
She didn't move...I guess she doesn't wanna wake up too
"Em" I chuckled
"Yeah" she shifted back
I kissed her forehead and got up to open the door
The doctor came in and did the checkup...her fever was 102°
I couldn't let her go...she lives alone...and she wasn't in the condition to go anywhere
I told her she is staying the night here
That was really bold of me...but she didn't protest much
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