Jin strips off his jeans and shirt and settles under the covers with you. His arm cradles you against his chest and a hand plays with your hair. The beat of his heart in your ear creates a peaceful metronome for your breaths to follow.
"Are you comfortable?"
You nod humming quietly.
"y/n/"
"Yes Jin?"
"I'm sorry it took me so long to tell you how I feel. I know the other guys have said it already."
You sit up onto your forearms to look him in the eye.
"Its okay, everyone goes at their own pace. I understand. Its okay."
His eyes wander around the room for a few minutes before looking back at you.
"I didn't want to yannow, I didn't want to love you."
"What?" Your brows knit together feeling a piece of your heart break off and float away into oblivion.
"When you first came to live with us, I didn't want to fall for you because I knew that you would probably leave someday and I didn't think I could take that," He pauses for a deep breath, "But as I saw the other guys start to fall for you, and create really great relationships with you, I felt really jealous..."
"Oh Jin, I know, but it's just part of the arrangement"
"I don't mind you being with the guys, it's not that kind of jealousy. I was jealous because I wanted to have that with you. I wanted to talk with you, and kiss you and hold you and love you. As much as I tried to fight it, I just couldn't ignore that I do love you. I tried to tell you back in the tub in Croatia, but I choked up and lost all of my nerve."
"I love you too," You kiss his cheek, laying back onto his chest, "I thought that's what happened, but I should have just asked instead of giving you the cold shoulder. I'm sorry about that by the way."
"It's okay, I'm just glad we are together on the same page now."
Your eyes close lightly listening to the rhythm of his heartbeat. The room is so tranquil and quiet and you never want to leave Jin's arms. But being pressed against his warm soft skin is more tempting than you had anticipated.
You drag your thigh over his crotch, experimentally, to wrap your leg around his waist.
He groans at the pressure on his groin. The hand on your back seizes your side pulling you tighter.
Climbing up to straddle him fully, you gaze down at his bare chest. He is built so beautifully but from his baggy sweatshirt attire you'd never know it.
Your core rubs along the stiff rod in his boxers making both of you moan. Warm fingers graze up and down your sides lightly, before settling on your ass, guiding your grinding hips.
Grinding and dry humping for several minutes, watching each other through half lidded eyes wakes the fire inside of both of you. Soft moans escape between heated kisses, as your bodies move together sensually. Rolling your hips showing him exactly how needy you are.
Quickly your hands go to his boxers wishing they were already gone.
Jin's hands grab your wrists and your eyes shoot up to his face. His eyes are wide and his brows furrowed.
"Y/n we can't. Have you heard back from the doctor yet." The worry thick in his voice.
"No.. but-"
"We shouldn't -
"-But there are other ways to have fun.. To take care of things"
He thinks for a moment staring up at the ceiling, puffing his cheeks out.
"I just- I just don't want to mess anything up. I just started getting close to you. In the heat of the moment it c-can be hard to resist the temptation yannow?"
"Yea I know, but I think we'll be okay, we are both adults here, but if you feel it's better we wait, then let's wait." You say trying to sound as earnest as possible, but the truth is you want Jin so badly, you don't even care about not hearing from the doctor.
You shift your weight on top of him making him utter a small groan.
"... okay, but we have to promise to keep each other in check. Okay?
"Deal,"
What had you just agreed to? You had been too busy thinking about the erection you felt while shifting, to pay attention to Jin's concessions.
Immediately you slide back onto his thighs pulling his boxers down shortly after. His hard cock springs upright like a flag pole. It takes everything in you to not put him "In you".
Instead you spit generously on your hand and stroke him tightly. He shudders at the contact of your warm hands. You add a slight twist in your wrists earning your own name from his lips.
Hearing him moan your name, only makes it that much harder to control your own urges.
You choke back the need to have him underneath you and bend down close to his hips. Placing small kisses up both sides of him before taking the tip into your mouth, still working your hands diligently.
It comes as a slight surprise when he fills your mouth with the hot liquid after only a few minutes of being in your mouth. You do your best to swallow, but inevitably some cum dribbles out onto your hands and his stomach.
"Holy fuck," He breathes, "that was- fuck- that was amazing."
"Thank you, " You giggle at his astonishment.
"I'm glad you convinced me to let stuff happen tonight, I would have missed out, big time. Although.."
"Although?"
"I don't think I could perform even half as well for you, at least not with my brains scrambled now." He runs a hand through his hair giving you a great view of his arm and obliques.
"That's okay... I'm more than satisfied," You lick your lips making him smirk
"I didn't say I wouldn't try," He winks and you whimper in turn. "Let me get cleaned off, and I'll be right back."
"I'll come too, my hands are still dripping."
Jin's bathroom is similar to yours, except for the amount of socks strewn about the floor.
"Do you have any socks in your drawer?" you poke fun as you wash off your hands.
"A few, why?"
You can't tell if he's being serious or not, but the sock covered floor is quickly pushed out of mind when hands come up under your nightie, resting on your hips. You look up into the mirror smiling at Jin. His eyes are dark and lusty, and his fingers roam around your stomach and thighs.
"Well, hello there" You whisper, pressing your ass back into him.
"Hi princess," He hums nipping at the shell of your ear making you shiver, "You should keep both dresses, one to be the nice one, and the other to be the one I get all dirty."
Your eyes float back at the pleasure his words imply.
His hand drifts between your legs while the other holds you firmly to his chest. You brace against the counter for fear of your knees giving out as he moves your panties to the side. The tip of his finger grazes your clit making you take in a sharp breath.
A loud moan echoes through the bathroom, Jin's mouth latched onto your neck biting the crook there. His teeth dig into your flesh with a delicious sting. Your eyes flutter shut enjoying the pain, and the pleasure that comes from Jin releasing his teeth to suck on the indented skin.
"Fuck," You let out,as Jin's fingers delve deeper into your panties.
He soaks his fingers in your wetness and removes them from you, bringing them up to his lips. His eyes lock with yours as he tastes you, the wanton fire in his face makes you whimper.
"Hop up on the counter princess," His voice taking the same authoritative tone he had with Jungkook in the living room the night before.
You sit up on the lip of the counter, and Jin stands between your legs, he doesn't give you much time before his lips are on yours. Your arms wrap around his neck as your tongues move together heatedly.
Jin wastes no time in hooking his fingers into your white lace, pulling them off swiftly. Moving his pillowy lips against yours Jin presses a hand to your lower back as he returns his fingers to your pussy. You moan into his mouth, hungry for more, and Jin responds generously, pushing two fingers in right away.
"Fuck Jin, that feels so good- don't stop." His moves alternate between pounding on your gspot, and rubbing on the spot closer to your cervix. The technique doesn't matter, all that you care about is how amazing it feels, and the fact that you are already so close.
Getting on his knees Jin presses his lips to your core, still pumping his fingers to send you into sensory overload. His tongue swirls over the small bud, eliciting the same moans you let out when he bit into your neck.
The coil winds tighter and tighter in your stomach until you're aching for release.
"Jin please,"
"Yes princess?"
"P-please make me cum"
"Yes cum for me, cum for me y/n." He growls against your cunt stroking your g spot desperately.
You cry out in ecstasy, cumming at his command.
"Oh my god," You murmur into your hands, not sure exactly when you brought them up to your face.
"What's wrong? Are you okay?" Jin asks, holding your wrists, gently trying to uncover your eyes.
"I'm more than okay, " you sigh, bringing your hands down to playfully hit his chest,"what do you mean you couldn't perform half as well?!?! That was so fucking good.."
"Well, thanks," He laughs bashfully rubbing the back of his neck.
"Are you tired enough to go to bed?" Jin asks plopping down on the end of his bed looking at the time.
"A little, but I could stay up. What did you have in mind?"
"Well it's been a little while, but we might be able to catch the end of the movie if you want."
You think for a moment, checking out the clock yourself.
"As long as you don't mind the possibility of having to carry me back up to bed." You laugh.
Jin crosses the room to envelope you in a hug kissing you on the forehead.
"I don't mind, I like having you in my arms."
The two of you head back down to the family room, earning a few smirks at your disheveled hair and Jin's half nakedness, but you pay little mind to it.
There was about 45 minutes left of the movie, so you settle back into the couch. Your back leans against Jin, with his arm around you, and your legs stretch out over Yoongi and Tae's laps. It's so comfy and dark, it's not long before your head is on Jin's lap. Your eyes struggle to stay open.
It's just so comfy...
"Good morning princess," Jin coos from beside you.
You stretch and roll over to meet his eyes.
"Good morning."
"Did you sleep okay?"
"Mmmhmm," You hum tossing an arm over his side. "Did you?"
"I did," His hand runs over your cheek softly. "I sleep much better when you are next to me."
"Aw Jinnie," His sweet sappiness is quite endearing.
"What? It's true. You are so warm and nice to cuddle." He pulls you in closer, pecking your nose.
"Are you hungry?"
"Always."
You sit and enjoy your cereal with Jin in the kitchen, the rest of the boys are sleeping in since they don't need to be at the studio today.
"Jin?"
"Yesh princesh" He answers through a mouth full of cereal.
"Why do you call me princess?" You love the nickname, but you've always been curious as to why he chose that one for you.
Chewing carefully and swallowing, Jin takes a second to speak, choosing his words carefully.
"Well," He starts, slowly, but as he speaks his words pick up pace, until they are water-falling out of his mouth, "I started calling you that because you were so beautiful.... And then as I started to want you more, and love you more. I wanted to treat you like a princess, and give you everything your heart desires. You deserve a kingdom, hell, you deserve the world. And I just wish- I wish I could give you everything."
"Oh Jin, I already have so much more than I need, thanks to you, to all of you." You reach across the table to hold his hand, but knock over your juice in the process.
You stand up quickly heading towards the kitchen to grab a towel.
Jin grabs your wrist and in the blink of an eye you are chest to chest, lip to lip with him. The speed leaves you breathless as you stare into each other's eyes. It feels like all those cheesy Kdramas you've seen, but this time it's real.
"Jin the juice.. It-its spreading..." You try, but Jin wasn't listening. His gaze had dropped to your lips, studying their outline, and the way they moved as you spoke.
His hand grasps your lower back and the other, the back of your head, holding you still as he leans in slowly.
The kiss is long and languid, and you positively melt into Jin's form forgetting about the juice all over the table.
Somewhere in the distance a throat clears, breaking your kiss induced trance.
In the doorway of the kitchen stands Jimin and Namjoon, smiling a bit like children who've witnessed something naughty.
"So we're having cereal and a sticky table for breakfast huh?" Jimin remarks sarcastically..
You blush and rush to clean up your mess, but it's not much use. You can feel Jin's eyes on you with every move you make. Your insides seem dead set against you being at all composed.
Hands shaky, and clumsy, feet tripping over each other.
Eventually Jin stops watching and takes your bowls to the sink, washing them out. Even then it took you a few minutes to recover, that kiss really rattled your brain.
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I definitely said id be trying to write as often as possible,, almost 2 months ago, so.... sorry about that...
I got stuck writing this chapter and had to go back and rewrite a good chunk before i was happy enough with it to move on.
I hope you continue to enjoy reading my stories as much as i love writing them.
With love Avis