Kabanata 33:
Shower
"Shit!" halos suntukin niya ang pader para sa mas animated niyang reaksiyon at mas lalo lang akong natawa. I burst in laughing as I saw his surprise expression. He seems like he can't still process my revelation.
"Why he said that you're his fiancee that night?" tanong niya na salubong ang kilay at madilim ang mga mata. I bit my lower lip to supress my smile. I shrugged on his questions.
"I don't know. To pissed you off." hindi ako sigurado sa naging sagot ko. A scowl etched in his face and I chuckled as I dialed Zaijan's number in my phone.
"Damn him. Makakatikim din iyan sa akin." mariin niyang sinabi at kumunot naman ang noo ko.
"Ako lang dapat ang titikim sayo, Kairus." I said and before I realized it my cheeks flushed so bad. Natutop ko ang bibig. Marahas na napasinghap at hindi makapaniwala na lumabas iyon sa bibig ko.
"U-Uh..." nag-isip ako ng salita na puwede sanang panakip pero wala akong makapa. A scowl in his face vanish in a snap and shifted to a taunting smile. Sa sobrang hiya ko ay pumunta ako sa restroom para takasan siya. I heard him chuckle and my cheeks flamed. Napapikit ako ng mariin at napasigaw sa sobrang frustration.
"Ugh!"
"What the fuck, Kayeziel!" I flinched in shock when I heard Zaijan yelled in the other line. Napalunok ako at natauhan bigla. Hindi ko napansin na sinagot niya na pala ang tawag.
"W-What?"
"What's that sound?"
"W-Wala." pagtanggi ko at naupo sa saradong toilet. Napahilamos ako sa mukha at inayos ang buhok na bahagyang gulo kanina.
"Mabuti at tumawag ka. Alalang alala ako sayo na hindi mo sinagot ang tawag ko kagabi!" now from a shock tone he shifted into a scolding father. Huminga ako ng malalim.
"I'm sorry. May nangyari lang kaya hindi ko nasagot ang tawag."
"May ginawa na naman sayo iyong lalaki na 'yon!" pagalit niyang sinabi. He sound like a strict Kuya na ngayon. Kinagat ko ang pang-ibabang labi. Ano kaya ang magiging reaksiyon niya kung malaman niya na narito ako ngayon kay Kairus.
"Wala. M-Maayos na kami." narinig kong nahinto ang mabigat niyang paghinga sa kabilang linya. I closed my eyes and made a count down in my mind. When I said the last number, I heard him cursed followed by an exasperated sigh.
"What the actual fuck, Kayeziel?!" marahas niyang mura at napahilig ako sa tiles. I chewed my lower lip. Nailayo ko pa ang phone dahil sa lakas ng boses niya.
"Babarilin ko talaga iyan pagbalik ko!"
"Zaijan!" agad kong suway sa kanya, pagalit din.
"Huwag mo iyang gagawin." pagbabanta ko pero hindi nagbago ang mabigat niyang paghinga sa kabilang linya. Mukhang galit talaga.
"Iniwan ko pa iyang inis sa atin tapos ngayon bati na agad. Dalawang araw pa lang! Ang rupok mo naman. Parang hindi kita pinsan. May dugong Brizuela ang nanalaytay sa'yo, magmatigas ka dapat at pahirapan mo!" napairap ako sa sinasabi niya sa kabilang linya.
"Makakahanap ka rin ng katapat mo. You'll find a woman who'll make you bent your knees to surrender." I heard him scoffed in the other line.
"That won't happen. It takes a million times to please me baby." napangiwi ako sa sinabi niya.
"Zaijan your sounding gross."
"Whatever. If I choose between devices and woman, I'll choose my devices. They are my only babies." he said and my brows furrowed.
"Are those devices can please you?"
"They are if they work well in my missions and work, baby. They please me better than womans."
"Let's drop that topic now. I'm here with him. Hindi muna ako uuwi sa bahay mo."
"Tangina. Ibabahay ka na agad!" my cheeks flushed on what he said.
"I'll just stay here! Nakakainis iyang reaksiyon mo!"
"Mas nakakainis iyong naririnig ko ngayon. Pinapagalit talaga ako ng lalaking iyan. Iharap mo iyan sa akin pagbalik ko." I rolled my eyes again. I know Zaijan is just concerned on me but I know what I'm doing.
"Ayos lang ako rito sa kanya. Wala siyang gagawing masama. You better calm down your shits."
"Where do you know that language, Kayeziel? Hindi ka ganito makipagusap sa akin. Your man is turning me off."
"I'm sorry, okay. He's not even trying to turn you on anyway." I said and I burst on laughing when he mouthed a series of curses. Tawa lang ako ng tawa habang pinagsasabihan niya.
"Yes, captain. I will be safe here with him."
"Make him sleep on the sofa and don't let him step closer to you." kinagat ko ang pang-ibabang labi dahil sa bilin niya na iyon. I'm not sure on that part.
"Uh Hmmm." tanging nasabi ko at humagikhik nang tumaas ang boses ni Zaijan.
"Siguraduhin mo lang Kayeziel. Hindi ako magandang magalit!"
"I know. You're over acting, Zaijan. You know that I love him right?"
"Alam ko pero hindi ko alam kung mahal ka niya." I pursed my lips on his answer. May narinig akong mga yapak papasok sa restroom at nakita ko si Kairus. Nakatunghay na sa akin at hawak ang pampalit kong damit.
"He loves me."
"How can you be so sure?"
"I can read it through his eyes, I can heard it through his heartbeat and I can feel it through his concerns and actions." I said while looking at Kairus eyes that is staring at me also. Kairus lips twitched and I heard Zaijan sigh.
"Fine. Kagaya ng sabi ko hindi ako hadlang na makipagbalikan ka sa kanya. I hate to admit this but I know he won't let anything bad happened to you." napangiti ako sa sinabi ng pinsan ko.
"Kaya huwag ka nang magalit."
"Hindi ako galit. Nagkabalikan na ba kayo?" nag-init ang pisngi ko sa naging tanong niya at napahinto.
"H-Hindi pa..."
"Good."
"...Magkakabalikan pa lang."
"Damn it Kayeziel. Patagalin mo. Naghintay ka ng limang taon tas tatanggapin mo lang sa loob ng dalawang araw!" pagalit na sabi ni Zaijan at napanguso ako sa salita niya.
"He also waited for me for years. Siguro ayos na ang isang linggong palugit."
"Kahit naman magkabilakan kayo, I won't stop pissing him." napahinga ako ng malalim at umikot ang mga mata.
"Kakarmahin ka sa ginagawa mo. Babalik din yan sayo."
"I don't think so." marami pa siyang binilin sa akin at marahan akong nakinig sa kanya. I let him since I owe Zaijan for the five years that I'm lost. He never failed to hold me in my weakest and vulnerable state. Without him I won't make it until today. I love him so much.
I hang up the phone after I said my sweet goodbye. Tumayo na ako ng matapos ang usapan namin ni Zaijan at nakita ko si Kairus na matiyagang naghintay sa akin na nakahilig sa sink. My clothes is still in his hands.
"I feel sticky. Maliligo muna ako." sagot ko at tumingin lang siya sa akin at tumango.
"I'll get you a towel then." aniya at kinuha ko sa kamay niya ang damit ko. I can feel a sudden current of electricty that travel down my spine when our skin had a contact. Lumabas siya sa restroom para ikuha ako ng towel at tinanggal ko naman ang pencil skirt ko. I also remove my slippers and open the faucet to fill the bath tub. I'm with only in my tube top and lacy panty as I walk towards Kairus bath essentials.
I pursed my lips as I pick his shower gel. Binuksan ko iyon at tinapat sa ilong ko. His familiar scent filled my nostrils and I closed my eyes as I giggled. It smells mint and very manly like how I love it. Walang pambabaeng gamit rito at puro panlalaki lang kaya wala akong pagpipiliin kundi ang gamitin ito.
I am getting his shampoo when he enter the restroom with a towel in his hand. Muntik niya na iyong mabitawan at halos mapatalon naman ako sa biglaan niyang pagmumura nang makita ako.
"Fuck!" agad siyang napapikit ng mariin at napaiwas ng tingin sa akin. While I smile in amusement in his reaction.
"Why did you remove your clothes already?" his voice almost boomed in the whole restroom. Mas lalo akong napangisi. Nakatagilid ang mukha niya kaya nagdududa ako kung hindi niya ba talaga ako nakikita. For sure he's still seeing me in his peripheral vision.
I don't know why he's reacting like this. Oh my, Kairus you're making me fall in love with you more.
"This is better than you seeing me naked, right?" may naalala ako sa mga salita na lumabas sa labi ko. Even I can only see his side view profile, I can see how his eyes darkened and intensifies. His jaw clenched and he grip the towel.
"I'll leave your towel here." he put the towel in the sink and he doesn't even step closer as he turned his back on me. My jaw dropped when he closed the door. Naiwan sa ere ang nakabukas kong bibig at para akong natatawa na sisigaw sa frustration. Him leaving me here is making me offended a bit. I stared at my reflection in the mirror.
Because of my active activity in MMA and being active also in working out the curves in my body become more visible and my collar bone become more prominent. My buttocks also become more round and most people saying that I achieve the brazillian butt already.
Ang hindi lang nagbago sa akin ay iyong pinaka i-iinsecure ko sa lahat. My chest is still not that mature! Lumaki lang iyon ng kaunti, but it doesn't matured after years. I puff a loud breath as I can't still recover on Kairus leaving me here. I smirk as an idea come out to my mind.
"Kairus!" I called him.
"What?" masungit niyang sabi sa kabilang pinto.
"Can you get the shampoo for me. I can't reach it." I requested and I heard his heavy sigh. The door creaked open and I see his dark intense eyes. Ni hindi nagtagal ang tingin niya sa akin.
He's long legs stride towards me and I swallowed hard as he get the shampoo from the high drawer effortlessly. He look so snob and serious.
"Don't tease me." he said darkly and sternly and I smirk in the back of my head.
Ni hindi niya inabot sa akin iyon at nilapag lang sa mababang drawer sa tabi ko. Umawang ang labi ko ng mabilis siyang tumalikod sa akin at sinara muli ang pinto.
Pagkaalis niya sa paningin ko ay mas lalo lang akong napangisi. Kairus you are better than me. Hindi ka agad bumibigay hindi katulad ko na tumiklop agad. Pero tignan natin kung hanggang saan ang pagtitiis mo.
"Kairus!" I called him again and I heard his exasperated sigh behind the door.
"Damn!" I heard him said and I smirk as I walk towards the shower.
"What is it this time, Kayeziel?"
"Can you unzip my top. I'm struggling to do it!" sabi ko sa paawa na tono at tinignan ko ang pinto. When I heard the creaking sound I smirk and look at him. Nakatalikod na ako at nakatagilid lang ang ulo.
"Please?" I blink my eyes and pout my lips. He closed his eyes tightly and muttered a violent cursed. Humakbang siya papalapit sa akin. Akala ko matapang na ako pero ramdam ko na tiklop pa rin ako sa rahas ng kalabog ng puso ko.
Tumalikod na ako sa kanya at ramdam ko ang pagwawala ng sistema ko ng maramdaman ang mainit niyang daliri sa likod ko. I bit my lower lip as he started to unzip it. Natigil ko yata ang paghinga habang ginagawa niya iyon. My pulse speed up.
"There." he said with his husky voice and the blood in my veins sings. My evil plan isn't yet finish. He was about to step back when I click the shower button and I heard him gasped as the water fall in the both of us. Pareho kaming nabasa. My top loosened that make my lacy strapless bra shows when I turn to face him.
His eyes were so dark and ruthless when I look at him. Nababasa ang mukha niya nang tubig na patuloy na bumabagsak sa amin. The water is dripping to his face down to his white shirt that made his tone and ripped muscles visible. My mouth ran dry when I see his seducing abs beneath his shirt.
Nagkatinginan kaming dalawa. My top is already soaking in water that it become heavy and it move down from my body, eventually it fell to the wet floor. Kairus jaw clenched when it only remains me with only my undies. With all the braveness remains on me, I step towards him and clung my hands in his nape. I think he become taller for the years had passed that I need to tiptoed to reach him.
Basa na rin ang bra ko at bumigat iyon kaya unti-unti na iyong bumaba mula sa katawan ko.
"Fuck!" he closed his eyes tightly as he cursed violently. I can feel his chest heaved in his sudden rapid breathing. I smirk when he open his blazing eyes.
"Are you fucking teasing me, Kayeziel?" mariin niyang sinabi na kitang kita ko ang paggalaw na tensiyonado ng mga muscles niya sa panga.
I leaned more on him. Sobra na akong nakatingkayad ngayon dahil sa tangkad niya. Our body is both soaking under the falling water from the shower and even from the wet feeling, my body feels like its been ignited.
"Bakit natutukso ka ba Kairus?" I can't even recognize my womanly voice now. He heaved a very deep breath as his jaw tenses.
"Oo, tuksong tukso ako!" mariin niyang sinabi. I can't react anymore when he held my shoulder and pinned me to the wall. Nawala ang pagkakakapit ko sa leeg niya at bumaba iyon sa damit niyang basang basa na ngayon. He clicked the shower button that the water stop from falling to us.
"Paanong tukso Kairus?" his eyes turn more pitch black on what I said. My smirk faded when he unhooked my bra. Isang hawi niya lang ay nawala iyon sa akin. His eyes were burning in desire and affection now. The emotion in it is so raw that my stomach flips over.
Hindi niya na sinagot pa muli pa ang tanong ko at siniil ang labi ko ng mga halik. I gasped as the back of my head leaned on the wall in an instant as I turn suddenly weak in his soft lips. I grip his wet shirt in my palm as his kisses become slow yet making me insane. He's biting my lower lip then stopping midway that making my breathing staggered. His teasing me and it's infuriating.
"K-Kairus!" I said it as a protest in his teasing but it come out more as a moan. His slow kiss was different from all the kisses we've been shared. I can feel his longing, desire, passion and affection that he waited so long to kiss me again.
Naghintay rin ako Kairus ng ganoong matagal. You're kisses was all my fantasies in the years had passed. I longed for you too.
Dahan dahan ay biglang naging mabilis ang kanyang halik. He tilted his head to kiss me in a better angle and it was like he heard my pleas. His kisses become more intense. Mapaghanap na iyon at bakas na bakas ko ang pangungulila niya sa akin.
"Uhmm." a involuntarily moan slipped on my mouth. He slide his tongue across my lips that make me let go of my insanity. I am reeling in his kisses. I tried to kiss him back but I can't equal his pace. He's too skillful and good in kissing me. His tongue slid inside my mouth and I obliged to his move. I closed my eyes tightly. Hindi ko magawang panatilihin na bukas ang aking mga mata dahil sa sobrang sensasyon na binibigay niya.
His tongue flicked inside that make me grip his shirt more. He languildy moving his tongue in every corner of my mouth, doing a quite good performance. Halos mawala na ako sa wisyo sa ginagawa niyang iyon pero alam kung nagsisimula pa lang siya. I can hear the thrumming sounds of my heart beats in my ears. Ramdam na ramdam ko rin ang rahas ng pagkalabog ng puso niya sa kamay ko na nasa dibdib niya.
He leave my mouth open in chasing my breath. Akma kong bubuksan ang bibig ko pero naisara ko lang muli iyon nang mapunta ang malambot niyang labi sa panga ko. He's rubbing his tongue up to my earlobe. Nalalasing na ako sa mga binibigay niyang halik sa akin.
My hormones have completely taken over me. I can feel myself surrendering to his dominating kisses. Bumaba ang halik niya sa leeg ko at ramdam ko ang pangangatog ng tuhod ko dahil sa panghihina. Kinapit ko ang isang kamay sa balikat niya para kumuha ng suporta para mahila pabalik ang lakas na nawala sa akin.
His nibbling the skin of my neck, leaving a mark on it. I tilted my head to give him a better access. Nilakbay ng labi niya ang lahat ng parte ng leeg ko. Walang tinira na parte na hindi madadaanan at mapapasadahan ng labi niya. Lahat iniwanan niya ng may marka. I look at the mirror in the sink and my systems hyperventilate when I see our reflection. It's so sultry that making my breathing unsteady.
"Ah..." I moaned when he crouch down and his teeth graze on my collarbone. Ang nanghihina kong kamay ay nawala ang kapit sa shirt niya. Bumagsak iyon at aksidente kong nabuksan ulit ang shower. Mas lalo pa siyang bumaba at nangatal ang buo kong katawan ng maramdaman ang mainit niyang hininga sa dibdib ko.
The water from the shower is cold but it's nothing compared to the fire crackling under our skin in this moment. Mabigat ang paghinga ko at pakiramdam ko kahit anong oras ngayon ay mawawalan na ako ng hininga. His unraveling the sensation on my body.
I almost lost it when his hot mouth cover my left mound while his other hand found the left one. His finger swirl around my nipples that making me completely insane. I can feel my peeks hardening in his touch. The water is dripping to my body down to my thighs but I feel that my wetness in between my legs isn't because of the shower. Its an effect from the innermost depths of my body because of Kairus lips.
Gumalaw ang kamay niya sa kabilang dibdib para tuluyan iyong mahawakan. My body shuttered when I feel his rough hands against my soft skin. His rubbing his tongue in my left nipple while his massaging the other one. Ang mga kamay ko ay nasa magkabilang gilid ko na. Hindi alam kung saan ko ikakapit.
He do the nibbling and massaging alternately that making me totally insane. My insides liquifies as I heard the rustling noise of his kisses. Hindi ko alam kung saan ako kakapit para sa suporta sa sarili. Tuluyan akong nawala sa wisyo ng mas lalo siyang bumaba at naramdaman ko ang halik niya sa puson ko.
His hands is playing now on the hem of my panty. He look at me with the burning affection and passion mix in his eyes. Isang hawi lang ang ginawa niya at naramdaman ko na ang pagdaloy ng tubig sa kahubdan ng katawan ko. He throw it from somewhere. Lilingon pa sana ako kung saan but he didn't let my attention turn to somewhere.
My attention was fixed with him when his fingers started to rub my folds. Umawang ang labi ko at napakapit ako sa balikat niya. He stood up as he showered me with his kisses while his fingers are moving against my folds.
My whimper can't slipped because he's kissing me. He enter one finger and I almost bit his lower lip with mine. Pinatay ni Kairus ang shower. Basang basa na kami pero hindi ko iyon inalintana. Pinapapabaliw niya ako ng husto sa mga daliri niya sa akin na hindi ko na iyon inisip. He get the shower gel in the drawer beside us and he poured an amount in my shoulder.
His fingers are still moving inside me. Napakuyom ang kamao ko ng maramdaman ang pagpasok ng pangalawa. He's moving it in and out from me that sends heat through my whole body. I wriggled underneath his skillful tongue as he started his gentle assault on my skin.
Kinalat niya ang shower gel sa buo kong balikat patungo sa collarbone ko. His hands move down to the valley of my breast and my whole body shattered when he cup my left boob and massage it with an amount of shower gel in his hands. Halos hindi ko mabuksan ng maayos ang namumungay kong mga mata dahil sa mabilis na paggalaw ng daliri niya sa ibaba.
I almost lost my balance when he add another digit. His pace speed up. Napakapit ako ng mariin sa braso niya habang ang isa ay nasa dulo ng kanyang shirt. I am rolling it up to his body. He smirk as he continued to spread the shower gel in my body.
"Do you want me to remove my shirt now?" tanong niya at nag-ngitngit ang ngipin ko sa tanong niya na iyon. Imbes na sumagot ay mas lalo ko pang tinaas ang shirt niya. Mas lalo lang siyang ngumisi.
"Let me make you come first." he whispered sensually and he took his full attention on moving his fingers.
"Ah....Uhmm." I moaned when he doubled the speed. I can even take the sensation. His caressing my breast with the shower gel as my stomach tightens. I can feel something is building up and within seconds I feel my release. His finger soaked in the rushing liquid that come out from me. He smirk and kneel down.
I yelp in surprise when I feel his tongue down there. Hinawakan ko ang balikat niya at halos bumaon ang kuko ko roon nang magsimula siyang gumalaw. He lick my sweetness as my body is covered in tiny bubbles from the shower gel. His tongue swirl around my folds. Taking in all the sweetness in every corner.
"Ah...Karius!" I moaned out load when he flicked his finger. He curl his tongue over the aching part to soothe it. I'm moaning as he lick me clean. Bumaba ang tingin ko sa kanya at halos mapasinghap ako ng nakita na nakatitig na siya sa akin. His licking his lower lip now that's so red from his previous activity.
Namumungay na rin ang mga mata niya ng tumayo siya. He effortlessly pulled his shirt over his head to remove it. He tosses it from somewhere and I swallowed hard when I see his sculptured abs now. He pulled down his cotton short and my breathing staggered. Nakahilig lang ako roon sa dingding.
Binabawi ang lakas na nawala sa akin sa kaninang nangyari. Mabilis ang pagtaas baba ng dibdib ko habang pinapanood siya. He didn't waste time and he remove his boxer shorts immediately that make his shaft sprang free. Nanuyo ang lalamunan ko.
I didn't see him for five years and my memories of our last making love was a bit unclear now. Natatandaan ko siya pero hindi ganitong kalaki. Napalunok muli ako ng mariin kasabay ng pagdagundong ng puso ko. I think his size change. He's long and thick before but now he grow more that making me choked my own saliva.
"K-Kairus." I said in horror as he steps towards me. He chuckled. Amusement filled his eyes when he see my reaction.
"Ito ang gusto mo hindi ba?" my cheeks flame in his question and I swallowed hard again. Hindi ko alam kung pang-ilang lunok ko na ba iyon.
"Y-You..." hindi ko magawang maituloy at mas lalo lang nagbaga ang mga mata niya na tumitig sa akin. Para akong sinisilaban roon.
"...grew." pinagpatuloy niya ang sasabihin ko dapat at ngumisi siya. His fingers is drawing circles in my tummy that makes the butterflies inside it flips over. My thighs tremble when the tip of his shaft hard as the rock brushes in my folds. Napasinghap ako.
"I miss you so bad. I miss seeing your please reaction. You make me fucking horny for years and I just made myself contented everynight in thinking of my own fantasies of doing this to you." my insides melt on his words. Namilog ang mga mata ko at ang muli kong pagsinghap ay naging ungol lang ng maramdaman ko siyang dahan dahang pumapasok. He slowly stretching my walls and invading my personal space.
"It's the hardest tormention I experience in my whole life." he said as I moaned his name in so much pleasure when he fully slid his shaft inside me. I feel him throbbed and my senses left me.
Ang isa niyang kamay ay nasa kanan kong pagitan habang ang isa ay nasa bewang ko, inaalalayan ako sa tamang lugar at posisyon. His jaw tenses as he start to pump inside me. My nails grase in his back as he assist me in starting his assault.
I whimper in a bit pain of his moves. Alam kong ginawa na namin ito dati pero naroon pa rin ang kaunting sakit na nagpagulat sa akin. I think my walls were adjusting in his new size huh. I can feel my insides tearing apart in the sudden invader. He soothes my pain as he laps his tongue around mine and his hands in my side continue to caress my body with the shower gel.
When he feel that I was ready when I kiss him back, he start thrusting with a pace I can't barely recognize. Rumiin ang hawak ng isa niyang kamay sa bewang ko habang bumibilis ang paglabas masok niya. I whimper and he hush me with his lips. I kiss him back and I bit his lower lip to make us even but he just chuckled.
My eyes screw shut as a feverish moan come out in my mouth. I can heard the sounds of my back hitting the walls in his rough and fast pound. Hindi naman iyon masakit at lamang na lamang ang sensasyon sa buo kong katawan para maramdaman pa ang kahit ano.
Halos makita kong nayayanig ang shower sa itaas namin at rinig ko rin ang pag-ungot ng maliit na drawer sa tabi namin sa mabilis at marahas niyang sayaw. I am becoming insane as I swayed my hips to met his moves. His jaw clenched and his eyes intensifies.
"Fuck, Kayeziel." he groaned as I feel him move. He make me drown again to his kisses as he continue to pump back and forth. My walls tightens in his shaft and I can feel something is building up inside again. I met his few pound when my thighs tremble and I feel once again the rushing liquid dripping down to my legs.
Hindi siya natapos roon, pinagpatuloy niya ang paggalaw niya. We're both breathing massively as I feel him throbbed inside and my systems are turning wild as I feel him met his climax. He poured and filled me with his hot essence as his face leaned on my shoulder.
"Lets shower together." he said in his husky voice and when his finger swirl around my nipple I am under his control again.