Even tho things is going on in my personal life atm I decided to take some time to give you all a chapter before 2015. Also I had some info to tell you all. Im gonna call it info anyhow..
I updated my like accounts thing that I add at the bottom of every chapter. Added two other accounts my Ask.fm and my tumblr. Just created my Ask but have had my tumblr for a wile. Tend to write long rants on there from time to time
Also there is a video coming up on my youtube channel. Its a video of all seaniana stuff from 2014. but it won't be up before 1/2 january just in case of a new years eve moment or something. But the video is technically done if we don't get anything more before 2015. Will link it when its out
Im going to continue writing this story as long as you all want to keep reading it, have a lot of chapters already lined up with concepts. That helps a lot with getting a chapter done quicker. I literately have outlines ready to go for 25 more chapters ATM.
Hope you all had/have fun in your holidays. Spend it with family or loved once. Not going to hold you all up anymore but this all needed to be said so I don't forget to say so. Thanks for 25k readers you're all amazing :)
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- Ariana's POV-
Driving From JFK to my Apartment in NYC I have a big smile on my face. First of all I'm proud of myself for doing a whole trip on another continent without my mother! Technically I'm not driving tho my driver is but anyhow....
Im here to see my brother preform on Broadway. Im so proud of him for booking «Franz» in «rock of ages» he has loved that musical and that character forever. This was the forth time he auditioned for the roll and he finally got it. Im so existed that he is making a name for himself in the industry now. He is also hosting the Red carped at the AMA's with Lance bass who where in NSYNC.
Being on Big Brother really helped him stand out outside of being my brother. The only negative part about being on that show is all the other HG's who have been kissing his ass to get to me. Like you're his friends not mine! If I should even call them his friends. Christine, Nicole, Hayden, Amber is the worst. The others like Derrick, Caleb, Zach and Cody are tolerable because they are not too much and act like normal people around me and aren't like bragging about themselves or are begin Mean and stuff. The only thing about Zach I dislike is that he is living of Frankie and frankly me too. But I cant pay attention to that. I got more important things than that. And today is supposed to be a happy day.
Ariana - hi baby. Just tutched down in NYC. Im safe. In the car headed to my apartment. Love you. Bye
Promised to text Sean so I did. Im still a little iffy about everything thats going on between us but I'm just ready to get back to LA and talk about it and get over it. We cant live on our insecurities thats just insane. And if we don't talk about it its only going to get worse so we don't have a choice.
Sean - good to hear baby. Have fun, say hi to your brother from me. See you when you get back beautiful. Love you
He texted me back about a minute after I texted him.
Pulling up to my Apartment building there is a lot of Fans and Paparazzi waiting there. «Ariana?» my body guard says. «We will haft to drive into underground parking. There is too many people to stop and say hi to them. Im sorry I know you want to meet them but we just can't because of your safety.»
Sighing deep I just nod. A big part of me really wanted to meet my loves but I understand we cant because its dangerous.
Looking out of the window I lay my palm on the glass lingering after my loves out there in the cold.
Liz gillies - hey girly! You are in NYC right? Want to meet up tonight? Me, you, matt and Leon? Matt and Leon is here for the Halo awards and the Nickelodeon up fronts. Im not going, don't think you are either, but can we hang out?
Haven't talked to Liz in forever as she is busy filming a new TV show and I'm all over the place begin «Ariana Grande»
Ariana - yeah! Just touched down just parked at the Apartment. Going to see Frankie at Rock of Ages want to join me? Then Matt and Leon can come to my apartment when they are done at the up fronts? You could come to my apartment now? Im not allowed to go out because of all the Fans and Paparazzi.
Getting out of the car I get into the elevator heading up to my apartment. The other stayed down in the Garage for a minute to gather our stuff. I could too but just in case people came down there I had to leave quick. Not that I mind tho I'm exhausted. Really I just want to sleep but I also want to spend some time with my friends and Frankie. Since I work so much I haft to use night and evenings to spend with them. Tomorrow morning like around 12 ish I'm getting on a plane for LA. That I'm Excited for tho! I got some days of there before the AMA's. Sean is going to be in LA too so I'm going to spend as much time with him as possible. Im spending about a week I think in LA. I don't know exactly as the days really mix up for me.
Its quiet in my Apartment when I walk in. Frankie lives here too but I think he is out or he is in the other apartment. See the ting is that we have three apartments here. My mom has one. My brother has one he shares with two roommates. And then its the one him and I share.
«Ariana?» someone calls from behind me, I don't even haft to turn around to know its Frankie.
«FRANKIE!» spinning around I run into him. Literately..
«Hi you! How are you? Haven't seen you in what feels like forever!» he hugs me tight before letting me go.
A grin spread across my face I'm so happy to see my brother! «Hi! Im good, I'm good..... I think ate last.... Ive missed you so much!» hugging him once more we walk into the living room and sit down on the couch.
«Now will you tell me whats wrong so we can put it behind us and enjoy the rest of your stay here?» my brother knew me all too well to know when something is up.
Sighing I say «its some stuff with Sean. Im just so insecure about if Im enough for him. There is some other stuff too but I think I'm just going to talk to him when I get back to LA I guess.» shrugging my shoulders I lean back into the couch, grabbing a pillow I scream into it.
«Wow you must be frustrated over this. I can't tell you if whats bothering you is true or not because I don't want to get involved to be honest. But its a good thing that you want to talk to him about it. If this was Jai you would have given me every detail and take your anger out on us instead of talking to him. So this is a good thing. You're growing up baby sis.»
Smiling at him I say «i know. Its scary to think about tho. Im 21 years old. Im an adult. But I think I'm handling it like an adult at least I'm trying too. That was a problem with jai. He was so immature and so young it was impossible for me to grow up.»
Wrapping his arms around me he holds me tight for a second before he lets me go «i know. I know. And I'm so proud of you. And I'm also confident Sean is the one for you. I truly am.»
«Thank you. I fell like that too. But now we are going to have fun! Im here for one night. Liz is coming soon and we are going to watch you kill it on Broadway. Later tonight Matt and Leon is coming over and we are all going to hang out»
Speaking of which there was a nock on the door.
Walking out into the hallway I open the door to reveal Liz! «Omg! Hi!» we say at the same before diving into an tight embrace. This is going to be a fun night!
** Hours later back at the apartment after the show**
Leon and Matt had just arrived and me and Liz made them wear VS onsies. Frankie stayed at the theatre because he had another show soon.
We are all currently laying in my bed talking and laughing so much.
«Miss thing over there how is things with the BF? And wen will you introduce me and Leon to him? Its unfair that Liz has meet him and we haven't» Matt pointed out in a matter of facts tone.
He had a point tho. Liz meet Sean a wile ago and they got along just fine.
«Its going amazing» blood flushed to my cheeks. It always do when I talk about him like that, I'm more than smitten if we can say it like that «idk when you can meet him. Next time we are all in LA maybe?»
«When Are you going back to LA?» Leon asks
«Tomorrow around 12 ish. Have rehearsals for the AMA's and then I'm recording a bit I think. Also going to spend some time with Sean.» a smile spread on my lips
«Wow girl! You're smitten» Liz pointed out making me blush again «i am. I really am»
All evening we all laughed talked about all and everything. Frankie joined us eventually and we all fell asleep around 4 in the morning.
** 10.30 in the morning**
«Ariana you haft to wake up» someone is lightly shaking me «you haft to leave for the airport in like 15minutes» 15minutes!
Shooting up into a sitting position I look around seeing frankie standing in front of me «as the good big brother I am I packed your back for you and made you a on the go smoothie. You sadly haft to leave like soon» leaning down he hugged me
«Ah! Im going to miss you»
«I'll miss you too Frankie!»
We hug for a second before I get up to get ready.
I put on some black leggings with a black crop top, and my hair up in a high pony. After applying some light makeup just in case I have a run in with the paparazzi I slip into my UGG's.
10 minutes have already passed so Frankie follows me down to the Garage where my car is waiting. My team is there waiting as they stayed at a hotel last night letting me spend some time with my friends and my brother.
Turning around Frankie wraps me in a warm embrace «I'm gonna miss you so much lil sis» «I'm going to miss you too. Ill see you when you get to LA later this week yeah?» «yeah»
Letting me go he closes the car door after me and the car starts driving. Im existed to get back to LA. I really am existed to see Sean I have missed him so much.
Ariana - on my way to the airport. See you soon baby. Love you. Bye
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