I didn't have to take my finals, cause I'm a nerd. Lol Enjoy this, maybe it will give some faith.
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Chapter 7: Confusing Dreams
I sat in room thinking about Kain. It’s been a two whole weeks. He would stop by sometimes, but nothing would happen. We were never alone, nor did he take me by the side and kiss me. He probably didn’t want to mess with me anymore. And I didn’t know whether to be happy or disappointed about that. I sit up and grab my phone. No text or calls. No Skype messages or nothing.
Someone knocks on the door; I get up and answer it. Ellie smiles right back at me. “Hi!” I let her in and go back to sitting down doing nothing. “Piper isn’t here.” I tell her. “Oh I know. She’s coming in a little. I wanted to surprise her when she gets off work.”
Ellie and Piper were adorable together.
“What have you been doing?” She asked me, her accent sounding curious as ever. I shrug, “Nothing.” Ellie smiles. “You’re not doing anything tonight?” She asked again. “Nope. Nothing. I have no friends.” I said. She claps. “That’s great! Go take a shower!” She yells excited. I look at her weird. “What why?” She pulls me off the bed and shoves me towards the bathroom. “Cause we’re going out!”
I stare at Ellie weird, but follow her demand and get in the shower. When I wash up and get out, I wrap a towel around my body and come back in. Ellie had an outfit set out for me. “What is this?” Lying on my bed was a white halter top and really short shorts. I pick up the shorts and frown. “I can’t wear these. I have too much thighs and ass action going on to wear these.” Ellie tilts her head and looks at me. “Where are we going? Maybe I can pick something else out.”
“Were going to a rave.”
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Woah a rave. I thought.
“You don’t have to go if you don’t’ want to.” Ellie suddenly stops. “I don’t want to pressure you into doing anything you don’t want to.” I shake my head and hold up my hand. “No. It’s fine. I’ve just never been to a rave before.” She looks at me and laughs. “You Americans don’t know how to have fun.” I smirk, “Hey don’t make fun of Americans.”
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Piper soon comes back and she gets dressed in all white as well. She was wearing a white button down, a black bowtie, with matching white pants. “Since you’ve never been to a rave, let me tell you something. Let loose. Have Fun.” I nod. “Aye Aye Captain.” She laughs. “Alright Ellie just texted me that she was outside. Let’s go.”
I take a deep breath and follow Piper out of the room.
This basement looking place was decked out in neon flashing colors from orange to yellow and green. My all white attired was bright, and people were everywhere. Loud music plays and I get this weird adrenaline rush. “I’m going to get drinks.” Ellie yells. Piper nods and leads us into the crowd. The crowd weirdly opens up and swallows us in; consuming us with bunches of people. The music sinks in and I dance along to the loud beats. I move my hips and try to relax. Ellie comes back with drinks and I take one. Downing the nice fruity taste and enjoying the feeling. When I see a glimpse of blonde hair I stop. My armpits start to tingle and I start to get a nervous feeling.
That can’t be him.
He can’t be here.
What is he doing here?
I watch him walk away out of my sight and can’t help the urge to follow him.
I maneuver my way through the crowd and try to keep my eye on him. That blonde hair and body just like his, has me going insane. Finally getting through I continue to try and prove to myself that that is him. He never turns around and that drives me crazy. I want to call out his name, but can’t muster the courage to. When exits the building I breath in and call out his name, “Aiden.”
He doesn’t turn around. Walking a little faster to speed up to him. I feel a drop of water hit my face and look up. Drop after drop and it starts to pour. The blonde covers his head with a hood. “Stop Aiden please.” I call out. He doesn’t, continuing to ignore me and that only riles me up. I curse and watch as he gets close to the street. “Aiden fucking stop. Turn around and talk to me.” I finally reach him and pull on his arm. He turns around and my world crashes.
The boy standing in front of me had brown eyes and weirdly resembles Wyatt. “Do I know you?” He says. The rain was drenching my hair and I could feel the painful sad feeling in my face. My lower lip starts to quiver and I couldn’t help it. “No. I-I’m sorry.” I step back and let him go. He gives me a worried look, before walking away.
I lean on the brick wall and a tear runs down my face. I hit the wall with my fist and clench my eyes to resist the urge to scream. Why! I yelled in my head. I knew all along that if I ever saw his face again, that my heart was going to come alive. I was going to be so happy and unremorseful. I was going to jump into his arms and kiss him till the end of the earth. But that wasn’t him. And I for some reason that felt like being ran over. Watching as the car lights flash before the hood rams right into you. The tears and rain start to mix and pool together.
My hand is vibrating with pain and I feel like such a fucking fool. Aiden wasn’t here. He was a million miles away living his life like I told him to. He was probably way past thinking of me.
I get up from the wall and head back in the opposite direction. I didn’t stray too far. I find my way back and realize I wasn’t as drenched as I thought. The hot air from the vents and people dried me up quick. I go back into the mist of people and do what I came here for. To party.
When a guy grabs my hips I immediately force myself out of his embrace. I turn around and am faced with a brunette with neon designs on his naked chest. “Come on love. You don’t wanna dance?” He says. I ignore his question and ask my own, “Where did you get those drawings?” He points to them and I nod. “In the back. You want some?” I nod again and he smirks. “I’ll take you. And maybe we can have some fun eh?”
I follow him to the back and see people shirtless and designs on their body like the guy. A girl looks over at me and smiles. “You want a design?” I strip off my shirt. I’m glad Ellie told me to wear white everything. The girl draws a spiral with dots and zigzags on my stomach. The paint she used was cold, but I didn’t mind. I’m done and the guy takes my hand and leads me towards the bathrooms.
I try to snatch my arm away but he has a tighter grip on me than I thought. “Where are you taking me?” I asked. “To have a little fun.” We reach a corner that was very dark and didn’t illuminate our white clothes. He presses his lower body against mine and grabs my chin.
“Has anyone every told you that you were a beauty?” He whispers to me. I cringe at his words. Two people.
My blood boils when he holds my wrist tight.
“Stop.” I said. “Please.” He chuckles and inhales deep. I shake my head and struggle against him. “Stop.” I beg again. When I feel him shoved off of me and hear a crash, I step back. The guy and someone else were fighting. The other person throws the guy into the light and comes back to punch him. When the light hits him I recognize that dark hair and those blazing gray eyes.
“Kain stop!” I grab him by the shoulders and pull him off of that guy. The guy storms off somewhere and Kain is left breathing hard with wide eyes. He roughly grabs me by the arms and leads me to a staircase that I didn’t know was even there. The whole way up I try to struggle to get him to let go, but he holds me all the way up. We enter a red room with a gigantic bed against the wall and everything else is black. The lights were dim and he paces back and forth.
“Do you not get the point when I said let me go.” I frown at him. He glares at me. “What is your problem?” He asked. “My problem?” I snap. “Why would you let that guy take you in a dark corner and almost have his way with you?” He snapped back. “Oh yeah cause I wanted some complete stranger to do me in a dark corner, that’s so romantic.” I sarcastically said. He frowns, and looks down at me.
“What happen to your hand?” He suddenly changes the subject. I look at it and wince at my throbbing knuckles. “Did that guy do that to you?” He snarled. “No.” I immediately answer. He gives me a look but drops it. “Go in the bathroom and wait for me.” He demands. I laugh. “You’re stupid if you think I’m going to do what you say.” I said. He rolls his eyes at me. He opens the door and flicks on a light. A big oval shaped bathtub and a marvelous white counter top illuminates the room a little. “Go in there and wait for me.” He says again.
I stand in the bathroom and stare at myself in the mirror. My hair a frizzy mess and my tear streak present. My hand was worse than I thought. The blood was dried, but it still hurt like hell. Kain comes in and walks towards me with a towel and a bandage. He turns on the faucet and looks at me. “Put your hand under the water.” He softly says. I do so and curse as it stings. He rubs the blood off lightly with his thumb and carefully tabs it dry. Wrapping my hand in bandage I watch him do it like an expert.
“You wanna tell me what happened?” He says. I shake my head. I did not know him well enough, nor did I want to tell the guy I slept with like last week about me thinking I saw my ex-boyfriend on the streets. He frowns. “Is this your place?” I asked. He shakes his head. “It’s a friend’s.” He said. “It’s his birthday.” We exit the bathroom and he gets on the phone. “Alright.” He hangs up and looks at me. “You’re coming with me.”
I recognize the house when we pull up. It was his house. “Why are we here?” I frown at him. “Did you want to go back to your dorm?” He looks at me. I don’t answer, because I kind of did not. I roll my eyes and open my door. Going inside I follow him to a grand kitchen that is decorated in the most beautiful way, polished marble countertops and expensive gray appliances to match.
“What do you do for a living?” I asked him. He grabbed two glasses and fills them with water. He slides my cup over to me, on the opposite side of the counter of him. “My parents are very successful in business and being the only child, I got this when I went off to college.” He points to the beautiful house. His eyes me and I suddenly feel exposed. I leave him in the kitchen and walk into the living room.
He had a huge TV plastered on the wall and a beautiful white ‘L’ shaped couch. I sit on it and relax. He joins me and stares right at the fireplace that was giving the room an orange glow. “Do you remember what you said to me last time?” I quietly ask. “What you said in the bed room that morning?” I continued on. “Yes.” He says back. “You said you wanted to make a deal.” He looks at me. “You wanted to be fuck buddies.” He breathes in, which somehow turned me on.
“Is that still on the table?”
I wanted him right now. I wanted someone to touch me. Someone who will make me feel something other than sorrow and regret. He moves towards me and holds my chin. Tipping my head back a little and meeting my lips with his. His mouth consumes mine and his tongue urgent and needy. I wrap my arms around his neck and let him wrap my legs around his waist and take me up to his room.
He unclasps my bra, and plants his lips on my chest. Kissing down the middle and to my navel. His hands go to my shorts and undoes them, looking at me the whole time. He slides my shorts down and I step out of them. His hands go around my thighs and kiss them too. I breathe in. As he makes his way up to my underwear and kisses me there.
Dear God.
He stands up and pulls his shirt from the back and over his head. Zipping his pants down, he removes them and grab a foil packet from his pocket. He strips me of my underwear and rolls the condom on. He kisses me as he fills me. I hear him moan and take us to the bed.
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Our sweaty bodies and heavy breathing seize when we lay back. Kain removes the condom and throws it in the trash. He looks at me and kisses me one last time. “What happened to your hand Nia?” He asked. I stare at him. His just-fucked hair making him look even hotter. “I punched a wall.” I said. I was wore out and tired. I didn’t really want to talk. “Why?” He asked. I roll my eyes. “Why are you asking me questions?” He grabs my thighs and runs his hands down them. Knowing what that does to me.
“Cause I want to know who I’m fucking.” He said. I gasp when he inserts a finger inside me. “Just in case you’re not some psychopath American.” He jokes, his deep accent making me moan. “Is that what you’re interested in Kain? If so you have the wrong American.” I joke back. He smirks, and leans over to grab another condom.
“When it comes to you, I don’t what I’m interested in.” He thrust into me.
“Ah!” I moan. He captures my lips in his and I swear my whole body clenches. “Don’t Nia,” He warns me. When he groans I give up and let my body give out. My back arches and Kain slips out of me. I am extremely tired. I turn my head and close my eyes. My breathing regulates and sleep consumes me.
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I open my eyes to white ceiling. Black sheets are draped over my body. I pull the covers off and see a baby bump. My eyes widen. I’m pregnant? I get out of bed and stand in front of the mirror. I rise up my silk gown and look at my baby bump. My black skin has a few stretch marks, but I didn’t mind. I put my hand on my belly and spot a diamond ring on my left.
Holy Fucking Cow. Who am I married to?
“You’re beautiful.” I heard. I turn around and see Aiden standing in the door way. “Aiden?” He smiles. “Yes it’s me baby.” He laughs. I run to him and hug him tight. I hear his chuckles in my ear. “Be careful baby. I missed you too. Even though I told you I was going out to get you more of that granola and yogurt you liked.” I couldn’t resist the urge to kiss him. I cup his face and kiss his lips. And oh lord do I miss this. He kisses me back with the same passion, but pulls away.
“I have to pick up Hope from school.” He says in my lips. “We have another kid?” I step back and look surprised. I pushed a baby out before this one? “Yes.” He gives me a weird look. He moves over to the dresser and I spot a picture of a little girl. She had beautiful dazzling eyes and brown hair.
“Hope looks just like her every day.” I blurted out. I don’t even know why I said that. What the hell am I talking about?
“Like who?” Aiden looks at me confused. “I don’t know.” I don’t even know why I said that. Aiden gives me a kiss on the forehead and then one on the lips. “Get some more rest baby. You know how Beth feels when you tire yourself out. She acts like she’s the father and I’m not.” He laughs. I give him a small smile. He was right. I am just tired and I’m saying stuff. “I love you Nia.” He says. “I love you too Aiden.”
I gasp and sit up quick. Throwing the blanket off, I look down, no baby bump. I look over and see Kain’s eyes open wide. “What? Did you have a bad dream?” He asked. I look at him and run my hands through my hair. “No it’s just hot. I’m going to go to the bathroom real quick.” I get up and splash water on my face. I clean off the water and look at myself in the mirror. What the hell is up with my dreams lately?
Woahh...Look what I did there!
I've been at home since yesterday. woot woot. Alright, Question and Comment Time!
Who wanted that person to be Aiden?
Who thinks her dream is a sign?
Who still believes that Aiden and Nia could still be together?
Okay Guys! I've been watching Law and Order SVU all day and its crazy good. I figured out how long I think it's going to take for Aiden and Nia to see each other again and its going to be around Chapter 15. The reason why is because there is a lot of stuff happening between Aiden's chapter with Drew. That's all I can right now. Don't give up on Naiden, because you know how I do when it comes to surprises and climatic parts. So don't loose faith, as someone said in the comments, "Don't let your ship sink." Lol. Alright, I love you guys to death. And I would be a depressed if you all gave up and didn't find out what happened. Until Next Time! :D