Do you want me to make this a book? I've really enjoyed this one over the last few days. I do need to start on some other requests as well 🤦♀️🤦♀️ so please be patient with me
JEREMY
All I could do was make her face me, not look anywhere else but me.
She was ready to fall apart walking in the door, I'm surprised I've managed to keep her from shattering in my arms
"Don't move" She whispers. I nod my head and press my forehead against her "I didn't realise this is all that I've needed"
"What do you mean?" I ask
"Someone to just be there for me" she whispers " Not like a business partner, just someone who has always cared for me" She presses her lips to mine softly making me smile "Thank you"
"Any time" I whisper back. I knew she could feel the hands on her back, she tensed under my embrace. She tries to relax by wrapping her arms around my waist and leaning her head on my shoulder
"Do the marks reach your stomach my love?" Aria asks.
I nod my head "There's a couple" I trace a finger on one of them to show her where they are
I look up slowly to see Joseph storming out the front door with Dylan trailing behind
"Stay here I'll keep him company" Aria tells me " And make Dylan come back inside" Monica and I both nod our heads before turning back to Sienna
I grab her shirt from Monica and assist her with putting her clothes back on while kissing her shoulder gently. I couldn't help touching her, I've lost time with her
"Intense?" Sienna voices our thoughts
"Definitely" Monica replies
SIENNA
We waited for mum and dad to come back inside but Dylan said they were sitting on the front porch. Dad was beside himself because of the life that he lives, I wouldn't have been hurt.
One way or another, we all would get hurt because of club life.
"I would leave the club if you got hurt again" I snap my head in his direction "Since we broke up all I've wanted was to contact you again" I wanted the same! "But I knew if I did, I was being selfish" He makes my heart melt
"I wouldn't let you leave the club, I was born into this life but I think we both know you were made for this life" I smile telling him words he knew were true "My parents gave us the option to live this life or one without the club, we know we can't have both, we've always known that"
"We were kidding ourselves into thinking we could have both, it's one or the other" Monica says. I know which one she'd choose. They have been together since they were 15. 15 years together solidifies a bond. She was with him before he joined the club and during, no doubt she'll stay after if there is an after the club.
I on the other hand don't know. I'm not selfish enough to make Jeremy choose me over the club, I know if I don't choose the club I will lose my family but if I choose the club I may potentially lose my family
"What would you choose?" Dylan asks
"I, umm" Jeremy places a hand on my thigh stopping me
"No one is making you decide now" He whispers, turning a glare towards Dylan "As heartbreaking as it is not knowing, we won't make you chose"
"Unless her life were at risk" Monica says "Like you said we were born into this life, we learned how to live inside and outside the club but what is more instinctual, what is where you heart is not what your mind is telling you" She kneels in front of me and takes my hands in hers "Do you want family or none? Because you know the decision you make truly depends on that"
"Stop that right now!" Mum yells with Dad standing behind her with his arms folded "Do not make your sister choose ever again" She takes a deep breath "Only children of the club will forever get protection regardless of leaving or staying, they are blood but sometimes a line will be drawn on their end" She sighs "Just don't influence a decision that she doesn't know she can make wholeheartedly"
I look to Jeremy who looks torn. I close my eyes and look to my parents
"Can I think about it?" I ask smiling. They both nod their heads
"Come on, let's have dessert" She claps her hands acting like there was no tension and smiles "Thank you for cleaning up"
I get up after everyone does when Jeremy stops me. He pulls me away from everyone and kisses me softly
"Don't feel obligated to pick the club because of family, not all family are blood" I nod my head "I've finally got my second chance with you, even if it's for a brief moment, I will accept every decision you make as long as you are happy"
Fuck me! I said it before and I'll say it again, he is the type of man who would make me fall hard and fast, he did it in less than 24 hours of seeing him again.
I take a deep breath and take his hand in mine "Come on, let's not worry about that right now and go have dessert, I know mum made chocolate cake"
••••••
Yesterday was intense, today I feel torn. Last night Jeremy followed me home. He wanted to make sure I got home safely even if it was early into the evening.
It was 2 hours later that he was knocking on my door and asking to stay with me. I was more than happy for him to stay.
I'm not working today and I needed some physical release other than sexual.
My business partner knows all about my family history, has never judged me for the life I grew up knowing because her life wasn't the greatest either. Only I know about her mafia background, she keeps in contact with her family and has invited me to family gatherings when we are in her hometown. She didn't speak to them for years until we decide to work together a few years back.
It wasn't until 8 months ago did we decide to place down roots and base for our business here in my home.
She helped me pick myself back up, she helps me when I still see and feel what was done to me.
Right now she's spotting me with some boxing and I was hitting the shit out of her
"Fuck, wait wait!" She yells huffing "I swear I can feel your hits through the padding"
Taking even breaths to calm myself down I chuckle at her "Don't laugh, you'll see tomorrow I'll have bruises, I'll send you pics on your day off"
I laugh knowing she'll be dramatic like that. Anything to make me genuinely smile.
"I think we've done enough talking and now you've hit the shit out of me, do you feel better now?" I smile nodding "Now go home and relax, do something other than come here tomorrow" I nod my head smiling
We talk more on our way to our office where I grab my keys as I turn around I stop and smile seeing all the girls in the gym stare at the entrance way
"Hey sweet girl" I smile at him "Why are you here on your day off?" He asks
"Lana, this is Jeremy, Jeremy this is Lana my business partner" I'm thankful he doesn't have his cut on. I think his cut might scare some of the people working out
"Nice to meet you" She says smiling "Will we be seeing you joining our gym?"
"I think someone needs to give me a tour" He chuckles when they both look at me "I know the right person for the job"
"Me too, but not today she's not meant to be here" Lana says laughing
"Hey, you come here on your day off too" Jeremy takes my hand and keys from mine as she waves us off "How did you get here?" I ask
"Dylan and I were driving passed when I had seen your car so he dropped me off" I nod my head "umm we, I" I frown looking at him "I have to go away for a few days"
"Oh ok, when do you leave?" I ask
"This afternoon, I wanted to spend some time with you" I nod my head about to ask my next question but of course he beats me to it "Dylan and I are going with a few others" i watch him take a deep breath "This time away will give you time to think about what it is you truly want, I haven't really given you breathing room since I've seen you"
Don't! Don't do this! I scream in my head. I sigh knowing my thoughts don't reflect what I feel in my heart. My heart knows what I need but I need to process, my mind is screaming because I've felt safe since he's been back in my life even if it's been a couple of days and now he's going away
"Come on, I need to go shower anyway"
Jeremy smirks and lick his lips. That look right there just made me so fucking wet
"Fuck" I mutter before pulling him close and kissing him just before he opens my door "Hurry up sexy man" he laughs closing the door after I get in the seat
I made it to the shower without any distractions, my distraction followed me in under the water. He helped lather the soap on my skin, wash my hair and clean every part of my body.
We dried ourselves off but I was still fucking wet and he knew it.
He pulls me close turning me around so that my back is to his chest. I feel his kisses on my neck making me groan "I want to play first" He breathes in my ear
His hands move up and down my arms before moving to my chest and touching my nipples. My head falls back onto his shoulder when I feel his hands spread the legs apart, he places my legs on either side of his and places his warm hand over my clit
"So fucking wet" he moans in my ear. I moan as his fingers circle my clit then move inside me. My hands move up to the back of his neck to pull him closer. He plays me so well, thrusting his fingers in and out making my body scream for him "I need you to come so fucking bad right now" He sucks on my skin in between my neck and shoulder bringing me right to where he wants me. The sounds from my body and his fingers sound so erotic I'm so turned on, I'm a mess of desire "Come and ride me"
I push him back and climb over him, not before placing my mouth on him to get him nice and moist. I watch as his head falls back onto the pillows and moans.
I smirk moving off him and place myself right over him. He moans at the warmth, I moan at the feel of him inside me. The fullness so satisfying. I move back and forth for a bit before I take full control
"Fuck, fuck wait I'm going to come if you keep going like that" he slaps my ass leaning up to take my mouth against his "Stop fucking moving" He pulls my hair back gently "You know what this pussy does to me" He pulls away and turns me over thrusting in me from behind. It's now his turn to take what he wants from me. When we face each other is when I see it all in his eyes, he's worried I won't choose him, he's worried he'll lose me again. I place my hand on the side of his face and pull him in for a kiss, he fucks me so good we both come together. We had both moaned so deep and long into each other's mouths it was intense, I felt like my heart was going to explode right there
"Go to sleep sweet girl" He says pulling me into my arms "I'll be here when you wake up"
I do drift off but when I wake up, he wasn't there. I knew if he could, he would've waited until I woke up.
Fuck! I'm going to make this into a story on its own. It's probably going to be a short story but it's too long to be in my short stories collection
Look out for it over the next few days xx