Lolas POV
i have a girlfriend
I shut my window closed my eyes happily at the thought. i wanted to scream.
I have a girlfriend
and not in a million years would i have thought she would be the sweetest, funniest, prettiest, most perfectly imperfect, and craziest of all, the most popular teenager in the world right now.
i don't know what to do with myself if i'm being honest
but as of now, i needed to put on an act before my mom got home.
i got myself comfortable in my pajamas, messed up my sheets and made my hair crazy like id been bored to hell in my room all day.
I knew my mom was getting home soon and when my door opened my heart skipped a beat seeing my mom standing behind the frame
shit she got home early
but for some reason, she actually didn't look like she was gonna shoot me
"what have you been up to?" she asks, her eyes traveling over me and I try my hardest not to look as if I just snuck out for the night and definitely didn't make out with a female.
"school" is all I say with a pretend sigh.
damn I guess she did just get in
It was a little hard lying so roughly. I never lied unless I had to
this was one of those situations
"okay. but you should be in bed Lola, you're waking up early tomorrow to help me with some furniture before I leave" she says and I sigh
I really hated helping my mom with that shit. I could never do anything right and she was constantly yelling at me.
I absolutely dreaded it
"Okay, I'm going right now" was the last thing I say before she shuts the door.
when I couldn't hear her footsteps anymore I couldn't help but smile to myself. I have to admit, I do feel a little guilty for completely lying to my mom, but overall, proudness
I succeeded in my first try of sneaking out and I did second guess it the entire time I was out. I had fun and took a risk, a lot of them, i even got a fucking girlfriend
oh my god
i grabbed my heart shaped pillow and squealed as i laid back on my bed, a flustered feeling taking over me. i reached over and grabbed billies jacket she had let me wear to keep warm.
it smells like her and i couldn't help but get more excited as i held it to me.
who would think being grounded could feel this good
✩
the next day...
1 day till tour
All morning I had been helping my mom around the house with decorating, so far she's told me to go away twice and yelled at me about twenty.
and the fact that my newly girlfriend was leaving to go on tour in the spawn of a few hours and I couldn't spend time with her or even reach her was driving me crazy.
i had been trying to sweeten up my mom all day by doing favors for her but i ended up making it worst because i did most of them horribly.
i suck at trying to be helpful
by the time my mom was getting ready to leave to go to her clients house i still had no phone and no weeks taken off of being grounded. i stood by the counter with my arms crossed as my mom walked by.
"i'll be back. do your work and don't try and find your phone. you always know how that ends" my mom says with a sigh before leaving and shutting the front door.
i give her a forced smile and when the door shuts an easy eye roll
I went upstairs and slumped down into my bed.
I layed on my back and stared at the ceiling.
I don't wanna do school. fuck. i feel like a prisoner in this house all the time. regardless of even being grounded my mom barely lets me go anywhere.
I sighed and my eyes drifted to my window.
i miss billie
hours passed and I forced myself to do something, I walked around my room, jumped around my room, cartwheeled around my room.
I even tried jumping from my bed to the hallway.
It didn't go well at all and now i'm on the floor.
i sighed and stayed there, the sun was going down and i was ready to clock out. what else do i have to do?
I got up from the floor and got into my bed, curling up and shutting my eyes. I felt tired. but my brain didn't.
I tossed for a while, trying to sleep. i kept thinking,
i wanna go out again
i wanna do something fun
i want billie
i shook myself and closed my eyes, forcing myself to fall asleep, i let my mind try and rest and after a few moments i was drifting of.
till i heard a knock at my window.
i sat up fast and looked towards it, i heard another knock and then a noise as if something was against it.
I pulled my sheets off and got up quick, i opened my curtains and my lips curved into a grin to a huge smile to a laugh.
billie had her eyes closed and lips pressed against the window, pretending to kiss it.
i adore her
when i pushed it up to open she jumped back and started laughing.
"i can't stand you sometimes" i spat, laughing as she holds my hands, stepping in my room.
"too bad, ya stuck with me now" she says immediately going to scoop me up in her arms, i giggle and wrap my arms around her neck excitedly as she lays me down on my bed, never separating from my body.
"how you doing baby?" she says still laughing from on top of me. she had her hair in two buns and big ass hoop earrings that where dangling above me.
"better now" i say, holding her face in my hands and leaning up some to kiss her lips one time.
she smiles happily after the smooch and i push the hair she left out of her buns behind her ear and examine her pretty face
i'm so happy to see her
"what are you doing here?" i say in a soft tone as i run my finger tip lightly down her nose. her face turned into a confused expression.
"I leave to tour the country in a few hours and you think i wasn't gonna come and spend time with my girl in those last hours? fuck outa here" she tells me scoffing some and i can't help but feel my heart beat a little faster
'my girl'
she's never called me that one yet.
It reminds me that this is real. very real.
where actually together now.
A couple.
I blush and bite my lip a little getting kinda shy
billie leans up some watching me blush, she laughs.
"you wanna get out of here and come to my place while your mom is out? I can entertain you" she says with a little sly smile, her hand in mine.
I was still laying on my bed looking up at her, her smile and voice was just pursuing enough to get any girl to go anywhere with her.
I would be sneaking out again and setting an even higher risk for myself with my mom
but on the other hand... entertainment
I had a deciding face on as I looked up at her again. but then she spoke,
"I kinda have a little...date, planned"
I sat up and looked at her
I changed my mind
"a date?" I say with a little smile as I tuck my hair behind my ear.
"yes" billie says with a slight chuckle and she blushes herself. her eyes drift off "you can get cute if you want but it's nothing special i guess, i just wanna... be around you"
she glances up at me, her blue eyes pushing their way through every wall i've ever tried to hold up just like they always do, she bit her lip.
"aww" I couldn't help but let out after our moment, my face hot from the way she looked at me. she put her head in her hands.
"fuck. your making me soft and shit" she laughs.
"it's cute" I say with a small pout of my lip, watching her "we're in this together now and people have told me I just have that affect on people.
I shrugged, she looked up at me again and rolled her eyes.
"shit, that wasn't on the sign up sheet when I asked you to be my girlfriend" she says pretending to sigh. I gasp and push her shoulder, then again, she fights against falling off the edge of my bed as she laughs.
"i'm kidding! i'm kidding!" she says, grabbing my hands, and I relax, my laugh easing into a smile.
"do you, wanna go on a date with me?" she ask tilting her head a little, her eyes never leaving attachment from mine even behind then makeshift bangs in front of them.
i can't help but smile even bigger,
"round two?" she says with a cute chuckle and i giggle.
"round two"
✩
"fuck!" billie shouted at her tv screen.
we sat shoulder to shoulder at the edge of billies bed while she played video games and I watched.
usually, I'm good, but I had lost so many times at this game I decided to quit and let her take over.
"stop," she says with casual annoyance when the game loads, then, her fingers move quickly across the controller when it's back on.
I noticed billie liked to tell directions to things she had no control over
it's cute
she puffed away the falling strands of hair out of her face, focused.
I was watching her more than I was watching the actual game. the way she sat, man-spread, as her elbows rested right on top of her thighs and along with her game face was a sight to see.
when the game took a paused again she sat up some and stretched her arms a little before looking at me.
"you good?" she says with a small laugh. and I nod giving her an adoring smile.
"mhm," I say softly, when the game does restart, she interlocks her hand in mine and places it back on her controller taking my hand with hers. we hold the grip gently.
my heart skipped a beat at the sight and I bit my lip, holding in my excitement.
to more cute things like this
right as she started to play there was a knock on the door.
"billie?" we heard from the other side and she set the controller down. her eyes traveled from the door to me.
"so, because I can't exactly just go take you out to dinner, I scheduled us with the best personal chef I know. my mom" she says with a smile before getting up and opening the door revealing maggie standing behind the frame with two plates in her hands.
billie looks at them and then her face starts to dim
"mom, I thought I asked if you could make shepherds pie not baked potatoes?" she said trying to speak lowly but I could definitely hear her.
"This is what we were having for dinner tonight," Maggie says passing the plates to billie.
"fine, I guess this will do," she says with a small sigh.
"me and your dad are going out, we'll be back later okay?" maggie tells her.
"Okay, I love you" billie replies.
"I love you too," maggie says kissing her cheek and she looked pass billie at me with a warm smile. "hi, Lola"
"hi" I say as I wave a little with a smile and billie shuts the door when maggie walks away.
"I asked her if she could make shepherds pie because I know it's your favorite," she says with a small laugh and sets the plates on the floor.
"it's okay, your moms really sweet" I laugh coming over "also, I like all potatoes"
"really? me too" she says excitedly and I smile at her adorable expression.
"sit," she tells me and I sit on the floor behind one of the plates.
"I swept I promise"
"I believe you," I say with a little laugh.
I hear her moving behind me and grabbing things as I wait for her. she sets a few candles down in between us and lights them, a flattered smile growing on my face as I watch her.
"there's no apple cider so...apple juice it is," she says holding it up with an adorable smile and pouring it into the glasses.
"apple juice gives me the hick-ups," I say and i couldn't help but laugh as her facial expression completely changed
"shit, really?" she says, pausing.
"but its okay, I risk it all the time because shit tastes good," I say picking up the glass and she laughs making herself comfortable.
"I know..this isn't hella classy and special or anything. I'm not good at this romantic shit at all," she says with a shy smile on her face as she looked down.
"it's okay, I love it. this is so sweet billie, really" I say smiling and she look up at me, even though she was just red from her lights, I knew she was blushing by her expression and I honestly thought it was so adorable.
It made my heart warm that she would even try and set this up for me all though she had no idea what she was doing, it made me feel special. we started eating and my eyes met with hers,
"what made you want to do this for me?" I ask, taking a sip of the apple juice. she leaned back on her arms and looked around as she thought.
"because... I like you. like a lot" she chuckled softly and I started to blush. "you make me happy. and to be honest with you, happier than I've been in a long time. you make me soft and squishy and just- fuck"
she puts her head in her hands and I laugh watching her struggle to form the right words for her feelings.
"we've been through a lot of shit together in so little time lo, and i leave, very soon." she sits back up and looks at me. "i don't care if you tried to fucking run away from me right now. i just wanna be with you."
her words dance around my head in the most soothing way, i bit my lip and laughed softly.
she really did wanna be with me, hu?
"i'm not gonna run away from you" i tell her softly and she laughs.
"good, i wasn't gonna let you anyways" she says grinning at me but in a cute way.
We talk and laugh for a while as we ate, i listened to her and she listened to me. i noticed she was in a great mood. Probably the best i've ever seen her. So happy and enthusiastic, silly and funny.
she was being herself around me
"what's something that you've always wanted to do?" I ask, her now dark eyes from the light that where still gleaming so big looked around as she though.
"hmm" she hums while thinking, then by the way her face lit up I knew something clicked immediately.
"strip club. a hundred percent"
"should of known" i say rolling my eyes with a laugh and taking a sip of the apple juice.
"forreal. I wonder what it's like in there, I mean, I know what it's like but like damn-" she says looking off and licking her lips a little, I laugh at her expression and she doesn't leave her trace.
"I mean, all that ass-" she speaks lowly
"your losing your train of thought" I remind her holding back another laugh.
"definitely. you better start talking" she says letting out a breathe.
"well, while we're on the topic" I say drifting off a little and her eyes lay on me, I let out a shy little laugh. "and don't laugh"
"i'm not. shoot" she says smiling at my expression with a raised eyebrow, she lays back onto he floor with her arms behind her head which made me nervous all over again
"well, i kinda..ive never squirted before" I say quickly letting my finger mess with my lose hairs. billie looked at me and chuckled.
"wait, really?" she says sitting up on one elbow
"no" I say with a shy laugh
"never?" she repeats.
"your the only person i've ever done things with, billie"
"but like not even on your own time?" she asked looking up at me and I shake my head.
"no. I like- can't"
"yes you can" she says in a 'not-buying' it tone and she chuckled a little.
"no, I can't i swear" I say laughing, a little less shy now.
"well do you want to?" she ask turning over on her stomach. her eyes scan my posture as she tries to read me and I twirl the hair around my finger once again.
"well- yeah, i do now that i think about it" I say with a small chuckle as she stares at me. It was quite for a moment and I took another sip of the apple juice which I had to pause from swallowing when she finally spoke,
"do you want me to help you?" she says her eyes starting to grow even darker as she stared up at me from behind her left out hair. I swallowed hard, definitely wanting to say yes, but not wanting to seam too desperate.
"mhm" I reply and she furrowed her eyebrows.
"i need words" she remarks.
"yes" I say feeling my chest sink when I finally let it out. "but how are you gonna help?"
I watch her lips start to curl upwards into a small grin and she bites her lip in a adorable but seductive way.
"just get on the bed" she says as she jerks her head slightly to her extremely inviting bed.
I feel my stomach drop a little and she pushes herself up off the floor,
I do as she says and go to her bed, sitting in the middle of her dozens of pillows.
I watch her grip the crotch of her overly baggy pants and walk over to her dresser to then start pulling on the bands holding up her buns. her length falls down to slightly over her shoulders and she goes to the other, eventually shaking her hair out in the hottest way i've seen her do so.
she makes her way over to me and slumps down on the bed, rolling onto her stomach and reaching over the side, I copy her position.
I see her pull out what seemed like a simple jordan's box, but when she opens it up, my eyes go wide for a moment.
"oh my god" i say lowly as she ran her hand over the box filled with toys. "you nearly just turned eighteen, how do you have so much?"
I look up at her and she already has a sly smile on her pretty face
"i know a guy" is all she says with ease, flipping her hair to one side. I bite my lip, when she pulls out a strap and holds it in her hand my whole body does a thing as I stare.
"you wanna take your clothes off for me?" she says, her eyes moving to watch my expression slowly go from curious to scared and she starts to laugh.
"it's okay, you know I only want to make you feel good" she says looking down at me and her eyes travel to my (now starting to rise skirt) and her fingers brush my thighs just underneath it.
I watch her fiddle around and I could feel the lower half of my body get heated.
i wanted her
and i knew it
I started to pull my shirt over my head, soon going to unzip the front of my skirt. she watched me pull it from my legs and I took my bun out right after.
when my hair fell she licked her bottom lip a bit and immediately went to stroke my soft curls, i couldn't help but smile at her gentle gestures although she was holding a whole strap in her other hand.
when she let go, she went to tugging down just her pants. I sat back on my arms in the middle of her bed, watching closely as she let them fall and started putting the strap on.
I didn't know what was gonna happen and I was absolutely scared. I've never done this before but,
i wanted to find out
she got on the bed and reached out to hold my cheek. when her lips hit mines, they moved the most rhythmically i've ever felt. I closed my eyes and let out a soft noise as she made my lips hers.
the sounds of our lips hitting each others in a pattern filled my ears and made me feel chills down my spine. her finger tips slid lightly down my exposed back, on the way unclasping my bra and letting it fall,
her lips then went immediately to my tiddies and her mouth moved just as passionately on them just like before. I let my head fall as she ran her hand across my stomach and down to my ass.
"mmm" I hummed, bitting my lip hard. her lips kissed on my chest and her tongue swirled around my nipple, I knew her bold, lidded eyes were watching my expression differ at every move she made.
I felt her grip my ass and give it a smack while marking up my chest, causing another noise to leave me.
"fuck, lola" she rasped and looked down at my ass for a split second, her soft hands moving around it till she then flipped me onto my stomach.
she stood up on her knees. my face hitting her pillows when she lifted my lower half off of the bed.
her hands grasp my lace panties and she starts to tug them down.
shit
I pulled my lip back in between my teeth, letting her take the lead of my body. her soft hands go to gently grasp my waist as she kept cursing to herself in the hottest ways.
"good god, holy-" she groans at the sight of my ass against her lower half and I knew she was staring. I then suddenly start and feel it graze over my slit and I closed my eyes quickly.
"i'm gonna go slow...at first" she mentions and I feel my stomach drop again at her words, then another, when I feel the tip push through my walls.
"ugh" I immediately let out feeling myself start to be filled.
my hand goes to grip her under-sheets, with the print of a bunch of 'B's in about fifty different fonts all over it.
billie grips my waist a little tighter with every inch she lets inside me. low whimpers come from my lips and they progress once I feel her slowly start to thrust into me.
the feeling of my pussy stretching with every stroke made my back arch on its own.
I could feel her lean down so she was towering over me, the sound of her chains hitting one another as she thrusted into me at the perfect pace, made my wetness grow. when her lips dust over my ear and the tips of her hair gently fall over mine it was over for me.
"this good, mama?" she whispered in my ear. her hands never leaving my waist as she moved in and out my hole, slowly starting to get faster,
and faster
as her speed progressed my hand started gripping the sheets even tighter, shaking, from her pelvis smacking against my ass. she told me the noises coming from my mouth was gonna her her in trouble.
"what about now?" she ask, by this point her hips were diving into me and my face contorted completely as my mouth hug open, I wasn't able to answer
"agh" was all I could let out, her hands leave my hips and go to each side of my head as she grips the same pillow I was holding onto tightly. she pounded into me, making my whole body move with her and my pussy start to tighten faster than i've ever felt.
liquids were already sliding down my thighs, but I wanted to see if she could really get me to squirt finally.
"fuck, your so wet" she says, leaning up and lifting her shirt some as she kept pounding into me, I knew her belly ring was just below her hands as she held it up and my hip with her other hand.
"oh fuck, oh my-" I moaned out but as soon as I did, she flipped me back over to lying on my back and dived back into me which made a slight scream leave my lips.
she started pounding into me again immediately and my body collapsed.
she was not having that
she grabbed my torso and lifted me up so she could get a better angle, my legs spread and hovering around her waist. I watched her fuck in and out of me, her hand gripped my hair and held me up so I could watch.
"billie!" I cried out, both my hands grip her long shirt on either side, till my knuckles are almost white.
I couldn't watch as creamy liquids coated the silicone thrusting through me, so I looked up at her instead, my eyes big as i bit my lip.
she had her lip pulled tightly in between her teeth. her sweaty hair dangling into her face as she looked down, focused, but her vision shifted to my eyes when she noticed me looking up at her. I should of known better because it made her pound harder and quicker
my legs started to close around her, limiting her thrusting. the feeling too overwhelming for me to take.
"nah, open that shit back up" she tells me while pushing my legs apart and towards me, "open"
she directed just like earlier and my body trembled and she never lost her pounding pace.
"billie" I let her name pour from my lips in a moan again as I threw my head back.
"damn, it's so fucking hot when you say my name like that" she says continuing to fuck up my shit, and before I could prepare, I was squirting over myself and her lower stomach. luckily she had held her shirt up again at the perfect time.
my eyes rolled so far to only the whites being shown as my orgasm ran through, billie eased up and held just my body as I let go,
soft moans came from me as my body fell once again, my hair landed right in my face as my chest rose and fell.
it was only a split moment before billie had pulled out and laid on her back, I couldn't see but I heard her voice rasp once again,
"come sit on my face babygirl"
I turned my head and looked at her
i love this girl
as outworn that I was I still managed to push myself up and crawl over to her.
she just didn't stop
i loved that about her
"what did i tell you? I was gonna make you squirt" she tells me panting as I sit on her chest, a dazed smile spreading across my lips as I look down at her.
"you were so good for me, baby. now let me taste you" she says, licking her plump lips below me and I position myself over her face.
when the tip of her stupid long tongue brushed over my now sensitive slit I immediately closed my eyes and let the feeling do its thing.
she continued to let just the tip slide through my folds and up to my clit, my cum easily coating her tongue.
"holy fuck" she lets out softly right before connecting her mouth to my dripping pussy.
"ooh" I whine, my eyes shut. her hands go to gripping my wet thighs as her mouth moves against me, I could hear noises coming from between me and her mouth.
it wasn't long before I was riding her face, I leaned over some to grip her pillows and billie moved her hands with my ass ontop of her.
her mouth continues to suck, along with her tongue plunging in and out of me,
"fuck! fuck!" i moaned, already feeling myself pulse against her mouth and sooner than soon I was already cumming for the second time over her tongue.
soft cries left my mouth as my head leaned against her wall.
I felt her lick up everything that had left my body and was all over her face at this point.
the feeling of my taken-out body spreading through me so quickly I lifted myself up from her head and collapsed on her chest.
I panted while resting on her, my eyes closed lightly.
i've never felt like this-
ever
billies hands went to hold around my waist, her chest rising and falling also, just underneath my head. I looked up at her, my now wild hair moving out of my face.
"thank you" I say with a short of breathe tone as my single hand lays lightly on her chest.
"shh, give me a kiss" she says and I bring my lips to meet hers. we kiss with the most passion we ever have, I push her hair behind her ears and she never gives up hold on my body. our lips move back and forth for a while so easily as we kiss.
and once it's done I still keep my lips lightly on hers. I close my eyes and caress her cheek. she rubbed my body gently. our foreheads touching.
if i could barely move my legs right now, how the fuck was i gonna get home?
☽
⟡ Baby, let me in
'Fore I get way too adamant about it
Love the way you shiver
Dig into my shoulder blades
Feel it when you quiver
Higher level, elevate ⟡
☽
A/N: this was long but cute 😌
omg how do sum of y'all read so fast? ga damn some of u bitches finish this book in a day? the fuck
y'all be skipping i kno u do bc i see y'all all confused and shit in the comments uh hu
i love u tho
xoxo
-skye ♡