Lawrence pov
I was up in my room playing video games, I had chips and soda up here, I was sat in my boxers. My mom comes up sighing looking at the state of my room, she placed my food down and stands in front of me.
"Lawrence, I know you're struggling with the loss of your dad, but please go shower, clean you room and shave your face!" Mom said, I sigh putting my controller down and eat My food.
"Lawrence, please" mom said, I sigh looking at her
"No" I say, I go into my draw grabbing my weed and make a blunt, mom sighed and open the windows.
"Fine, but you're going to school tomorrow and if you want to go looking homeless then do that!" Mom said, I just look at her and keep eating and she left.
Once I finished eating I put my plate on the floor and go back to playing my video game.
My dad died last year, I was in the car with him as the accident happened, we was hit by a speeding driver causing my dad to die and me leave with just a few scratches and a broken leg. I always thought that it should of been me to die and him to just have a few cuts and scratches, I've Been diagnosed with extreme trauma, anxiety, ptsd and depression, so you could say I'm pretty fucked up.
I get a text and see it's my friend Harry
Harry
Hey dude, how you doing?
Lawrence
I'm good Harry thanks
Harry
Good! So you coming to Louis party?
Lawrence
When?
Harry
Today at 10
I check to see it's 7
Lawrence
Yeh sure
Harry
Want me to drive you?
Lawrence
Sure
Harry
I'll pick you up at 10
Lawrence
Thanks bud
Harry
Anything for my best friend
I smile and get up doing downstairs
"Hey ma" I say, she looks at me shocked
"Yes?" She asked
"Can I go out?" I ask, she nods
"Get showered and clean your room then yes" she said, I sigh and go clean my room I bring the dirty dishes down and dirty clothes and my mom sighed.
"I'm gonna shower" I say, she nods and I go shower and get dressed
A white t-shirt
Black skinny jeans
Vans
"Lawrence Harry is here" I look at my face and see a cut from shaving, I groan and put a plaster on it, I run my hand through my curly hair.
"Hey bud" I say, he smiles
"Hey dude" he said, I say goodbye to my mom and he drives us, every time a car was coming by us I would flinch and Harry would check up on me.
When we got there we go in and I look around, Harry puts a hand on my back and we walk in.
"How about we have a beer" he said, I nod and we walk over, we have 2 drinks and then he goes saying he'll be 2 minutes. He went to the bathroom. I look around leaning against the counter, I grab another drink and then a girl comes over.
"Hey, could you pass me the vodka?" She asked, I did and she grabs a cup and then the coke.
"What's your name?" She asked, I put the vodka back where I got it
"Lawrence" I say, she smiles
"Nice name, I'm camila" she said, I smile nodding
"Cute name" I say, she smiles
"So are you here alone?" I ask, she raised an eyebrow
"And why's that?" She asked, I shrug with a small smirk
"Well, yes I am" she said, she walks closer and I lick my lips
"How about we go somewhere a little more quiet" I say, she smiles putting her hands on my stomach.
"Where do you have in mind?" She asked, I smile lightly
"Upstairs" I say, she sighed
"I have a thing...no sex at party's" she said, I sigh but then think
"How about my house?" I ask, she smiles
"That's more like it" she said, I take her hand and walk us out, I only lived a 10 minute walk so we talked a little.
"Why are you so home early hun...oh" mom said, I smile leading camila up to my room and lock the door.
"Seriously, your moms home" she said, I giggle picking her up and laying her in the bed
"Let's not talk about my mom" I say, she smiles and I kiss her
"How drunk are you?" I ask, she giggles
"Sober enough to remember this tomorrow...but drunk enough to have sex while your moms home" she said, I smile nodding.
"Good" I say, she kisses and I kiss her back
"How about a little music?" Camila asked, I get up straddling her and grab my phone, she undoes my belt and I smile putting some music on the speakers in my room.
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"Wow...you're really good at that" she said, I smile and she puts her head on my chest, I kiss her head wrapping my arm around her.
"I'm glade you liked it" I say, she giggles and we talk a little, we realise we actually have a lot in common.
"Sorry" I say as my phone goes off, I read the text
Harry
Hey dude, where are you?
Lawrence
At home
Harry
Bro I would of gave you a lift home
Lawrence
Who said I came alone?
Harry
Nice dude! I'll let you two be
I giggle putting my phone down, camila kisses my chest and I smile running my hand through her hair.
"Do you still go to school?" She asked, I sigh nodding
"Only 2 months left though" I say, she smiles nodding
"What about you?" I ask, she nods
"2 months" she said, I giggle nodding
We talk for a while longer and I then put a movie on the tv, camila smiles cuddling up to me.
"You're the best hook up I've ever had" she said, I chuckle and order a pizza
"Aw, you're so cute" she said, I smile and she kisses me and I kiss her back
When the pizza came I put some joggers on and go down getting it, I go back up and camilas smiles, I lay down and she cuddles me again, we eat pizza while watching the movie.
"I should go" Camila said, I pout
"Why? I'm actually enjoying your company" i say, she smiles and kisses me
"And I'm enjoying yours...but I have school tomorrow and I have no clothes here" she said, I nod putting a hand on her cheek.
"What school do you go to?" I ask, she tells me and I sigh We go to different schools
"Here's my number" she said putting it in my phone
"Call me" she said, I smile and she gets up getting dressed I smile and walk her down, I put a hand on her cheek and peck her lips.
"I'll see you soon" she said, i smile as she runs her hands down my chest to my stomach, I used to have abs but now it's just chubby.
"Bye" I say. She smiles and walks home I lick my lips and close the door
"Have fun?" Mom asked, I nod
"Yeh" I say, she clears her throat
"Did you use Uh...protection?" She asked, I sigh
"Mom!" I whine, I go upstairs and she sighed
"I just want to make sure" she said, I close my door with a light bang
"...no we didn't" I mumble, I sigh and go to a mirror, I poke my belly and sigh, I play with my overly long hair, I usually do have long hair but not this long, it's covering my ears.
"I need to get my life together" I mumble, I lay down in my bed and text camila
Lawrence
Do you want to hang out?
Camila
We just did
Lawrence
No I mean like actually hang out
Camila
Sure, when?
Lawrence
Tomorrow after school?
Camila
Okay
Lawrence
Cool, text me when you want to
Camila
Will do
I smile and go brush my teeth and wash my face, I then go to bed and play some video games, then falling asleep after a few hours.