Heyooo just gonna preface and say this isn't a chapter <3
Soooo I've been gone a while. At least a year and a half, I believe. I think you all deserve some explanations :)
SOOOO first things first. I worked through a SHIT TON of mental health stuff. In the time I was gone, I was mainly focusing on healing my mind and becoming a better person. Now, I can safely say that I am functional 😂
I turned 18 (insane, I know) and immediately got a job, so I'm a working bitch now.
But, now we touch on the shit that mainly kept me away from writing this long.
On May 18, 2021, I lost one of my best friends. I still haven't really coped with it or grieved properly.
In October, I got my shit rocked by Covid 💀
Around a week before Christmas, my grandma was given a prognosis of 4 months max left to live, due to a liver condition. The other day we were told she was getting the transplant she needed. It was scheduled for 7pm. Around 1am we were informed that the liver was diseased, with the same disease her current liver is sick with, and we have to wait for another.
So-
In summary, while I've been gone, I've been picking through my brain, coping, and working.
I'm hoping to be able to write some more, though, and hopefully you guys will enjoy <3