It's been 3 days since the new of the project and I haven't been on in the group chat. The girls confronted me about it but I just told them that I was sleeping and I didn't want disruption.
Believe it or not they believed me and think I'm gonna text in the group chat.
Right now I'm hanging out with Bambam but at night since dispatch was now more interested in me then ever. Just because I'm now the most followed and famous K-pop idol now.
"I can't believe this is happening to us bro" I whined. Got7 and Ikon and Exo are also on the same spot as us.
"Living with Twice and RedVelvet wouldn't be that bad, right?" BamBam just looked at me and laughed at my worries face.
"Yeah, only 18 girls under one roof" I don't know if he's trying to cheer me up or make it worst.
"Bitch! That's not helping" I playfully hit him.
"Wasn't trying to be"
"Well I can see that now" I huffed and rolled my eyes. Slightly turned my body away from him.
"Awe. Don't be mad lil sis" I felt his hand one my head. I slapped it away but not to hard.
"I'll buy you french fries" my head perked up from that.
"Okay. We're good now" I smiled at him.
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BamBam dropped me at Blackpink house after he bought me fries. It was now 11 at night when he dropped me off.
The girls were all asleep which I assume from the quietness. My little babies were all waiting of me at the front doors.
I went to the kitchen and feed them while I watched some Chinese drama. I've somehow got myself into Chinese drama some how. I'm currently watching Love 020.
After eating I went to my room to pack since I noticed that I haven't done so. I'll just take all my clothes I like and my hats.
I'm so not looking forward to this. I'll probably be in my room 24/7 and only get out when I have too.
I decide to text bambam.
Lisa: Hey gayass!!
Bambam: Sup horse face lesbian
Lisa: Did you already pack?
Bambam: Yep, unlike someone here I'm actually excited for this
Lisa: Oh shut up. I can't help it okay
Bambam: Whatever you say. Have you came out to your members yet?
Lisa: No, have you?
Bambam: I haven't either. Korea is full of close minded people so I'm kinda scared
Lisa: No kidding. I've been getting a lot of racial hate here in Korea more than every other place.
Bambam: I mean you are the first non Korean to debut in YG Entertainment.
Lisa: Yeah, it's like a dream come true
Bambam: Yeah for me as well
Lisa: We finally made it buddy
Bambam: It's getting late. Goodnight lesbo. I love you
Lisa: Night Gayass, I love you too lol
I closed my phone and laid in back staring at the ceiling. It's been years now since I've begone my path to becoming an Idol.
There were times when I wanted to quit because I couldn't handle the haters but my members helped me through it. I don't like crying when I'm in front of my members or anyone in fact. I like hiding my sadness because I didn't want to be a burden.
Beside I feel like I look ugly when I cry so I try not to cry.
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Morning has arrive also meaning today is the last day at peace before the hell comes. I've decided to go out with the Thai line today since we haven't hung out since forever. We were going to meet up at the Sorn's dorm since her members are out.
"Your 10 minutes late whore!" I just arrived and I'm already getting yelled at. TF-
"Hello to you too I guess" I questioned her and just open the door wider for me.
I walked up to her couch and sat down next to Ten. "Hey losers"
"Horse face lesbian" Bambam backfired at me.
"Gaylord"
"Horse face lesbian"
"Gaylord"
"Horse fa-"
"Stop it you two. We all know you guys are very gay" Ten interrupted.
Ten and Sorn both know me and Bambam are gay. They told us that it wasn't a big surprise that we were, since they could apparently sense it from miles away. Was it my finger giving it off. I know they're long but was it not girly enough.
Bambam on the other hand is very easy to tell with his big lips. I see a lot of gay guys having big lips and big butts. Not that I was looking at his ass or anyone ass more importantly.
"Lesbian! if your not gonna eat that slice of pizza I will" Bambam reached for the piece in front of me. I smacked his hands before he could even lay a finger on it.
"Ouch! Tf" He whined out causing Ten to laugh. Sorn was busy looking for a movie to watch so she didn't notice.
"Okay quiet children. The movie is starting" Sorn hushed us and quickly come to the couch to cuddle with me. We were all sharing one big couch. The guys on one side while me and Sorn laying down on our side.
I miss this not gonna lie. Being together without the media following us. Us being us without judgement or criticism.
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Jennie Pov
"Have you guys seen Lisa anywhere?" I asked the girls. The girls shook their heads, I was worried since we were having dinner with Twice and Red Velvet today.
Jennie: Lisa isn't here
Tzuyu: what do you mean?
Rosie: She's not in her room
Wendy: Is she busy today?
Irene: Who's Lisa?
Jisoo: I just text Lisa and she told me she's with the Thai line
Nayeon: Lisa the cutie after me?
Momo: Yeah who's lisa
Mina: Lisa?
Rosie: Do you guys not know who Lisa is
Chaeyoung: Who?
Sana: Lisa?
Seulgi: ???
Joy: Lisa??
Jeongyeon: I'm so confused
Yeri: Isn't she the girl from yesterday?
Jennie: Omg guys!
Rosie: Lisa is our other member
Jisoo: Limario is our maknae
Jisoo: I can't believe you guys don't know about her
Nayeon: hey!! I know her.
Nayeon: Jennie can't stop talking her when we're together
Irene: Oh?
Dahyun: OHHH
Jennie: I-
Rosie: tea.
Jisoo: You'll meet her in the next 13 hr or later so for now get ready for dinner.
Yeri: Can't wait
Irene: So I'm guessing this Lisa person isn't gonna be there
Jennie: Nope
With that being said we all got ready for dinner with the girls while who knows what Lisa is doing over there. I don't have a crush on Lisa is that's what people are thinking but I'm just very proud of my lil sis.